Yuu's Love

Chapter 10

Cyril's eyes widen as Yuu was pulling him closer. Yuu looks at the shocked younger male, backing away from the kiss.
"Now stay away from me." He starts to walking off, leaving Cyril standing there confused and embarrassed.

Today Yuu had the day off, lucky for him considering he has a wicked hangover.
"What was with that dream last night...." he walks over to his medicine cabinet, looking for something that could help him ease the pain from his pounding head. "Nothing..... guess I need to head out then" he sighs.
A loud knock at his door makes Yuu flinch. He walks over and opens the door to see Cyril with puffy, red eyes.
   "What happened to you?"
   "You kissed me last night, that's what happened!"  Cyril glares as he moves pass Yuu, making his way into the older males home. "You really have some nerve, you're lucky I'm only here to talk instead of kicking your ass."
   "We kissed..... Oh no.... No no no no no...... That wasn't a dream?! Oh my god! I hit you too! Oh god! Cyril I'm so sorry!"
    Cyril looks away from him
   "Why did you kiss me?" He looks upset.
   "I was-" Yuu got interrupted by the younger male
   "If you use that sorry ass excuse that you were drunk, I will punch you." He glares at the older man
   "..... I wasn't in my right mind at the time.... I was drunk, but that's not a proper excuse...." Yuu looks away from Cyril
"THEN WHY?!" Cyril tears up and looks away "Why did you kiss me?" He starts to shake.
Yuu takes a breath trying to choose his next words very carefully so not to upset the younger male even more than he already has.
"I.... All I can say is I'm sorry..." he looks down. "I had.... a bad day... just one bad thing after another happened. I just wanted to forget and drink... but I didn't forget what I did to you...."
"Was it bad?" Cyril doesn't look at him
"Yeah, I had a rough day yesterday."
"No, not that...." he blushes as he can feel Yuu staring at him "The kiss..."
"Oh! Uh..." Yuu blushes hard. "It... It wasn't bad... I think if I wasn't somewhat drunk I would have a better memory of it then maybe I would've enjoyed it mo-" Cyril grabs Yuu by the collar of his shirt, slamming his lips against the older males. Yuu's eyes widen as he was pulled down.
"Yuu..." he pants "I-" now it was his turn to be cut off, Yuu kisses Cyril deeply and passionately, almost acting like a starving animal. Yuu slips his tongue in the other males mouth as slams Cyril's body on against the wall, earning both a moan and a whimper from the younger male.
"Sorry, did that hurt?" He begins to back away, but the hunger in his eyes stay there. Cyril is clinging to Yuu's shirt tightly.
"M-More.... Pl-Please" Cyril begs, but Yuu makes Cyril let go.
"We can't...." he looks away
"B-But-" Cyril tears up
"NOW!!!" Yuu hits the wall causing Cyril to flinch and run out the door. "Fuck!" Yuu sighs "Why am I such an idiot...." he slides down the wall holding himself "I fucked bad this time". He tears up.  "He's definitely going to hate me now.... Why am I like this..."

   For the next week Yuu avoided looking at Cyril at any cost, if Cyril was talking to the group he didn't look up, if they ended up in the same room alone he would quickly run off. He did this until they both got stuck in the elevator.
   Yuu is pressing the button trying to get someone on call.
    "......... Yuu........"  Cyril shiver as he grips his arm tightly. "I... I know you don't want to talk to me, but c-can you please hold me?"  Yuu takes a peek at the shaking male.
   "..... Are you okay?"  He looks worried.
   "I... I'm scared" he looks down "Please Yuu!"  Yuu pulls him into a light hug
   "I'm sorry."  Cyril holds on to Yuu tightly, his shaking dies down a bit.  "I've been scared to face you...."
    "You don't hate me then?" He looks up at Yuu.
    "No, I thought you would hate me... I didn't want to face you after what happened..."
   "Why?" He rest his head on Yuu's chest.  "I was upset and scared when you told me to leave.... I thought that maybe you...." he closes his eyes
    "I might.... but I'm too scared. You're  younger than me by a few years."
    "I'm 18 Yuu, I'm an adult" he looks up and touches Yuu's face. Yuu leans into the touch.  "I'll wait until you're ready, but please don't ignore me anymore"
   "Okay."  He smiles.
  "Hello, is everyone okay?" A voice from the intercom asked
   "Yes, we're just stuck. Could use some help."
"Understood, help is on the way."
   Yuu looks at Cyril and gently kisses him.