My legs were trembling, as he jumped back through the window and almost fell on his face.
Some part of me thought that i wouldnt be able to do it, but at the same time when we walked into the bathroom i had that on top of the world feeling that i had never had before and i knew that he was the one.
I didnt quite know what was going through his mind, but all i did know was that this was really about to happen.
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(he walks in the bathroom and we turned the lights off and shut the door behind us.)
"You sure you wanna do this?" he said with a shakey studdering voice.
Yes but do you have a condom?
"Yes it's in my wallet, can you put it on me?"
Yes but ive never done this before so can we go slow?
"Yes just tell me when to stop if im hurting you."
**He pulls down his pants and i put the condom on him and he sowly starts to put it in, i couldnt bare the pain of the first time. Tampons were as big as i ever thought i was gonna get until just then.**
Stop,Stop,Stop!!, I yelled.
"Am i hurting you?"
Yes i cant do this can we try again some other time?
"Yes baby i just dont wanna hurt you."
Hurry and go baby before my dad gets here!
"Okay baby, I love you' he said as he smiled and left my house.
I love you too!,... i yelled out the window.
(I had never had sex with anyone before and the one time i knew it was the right one i tell him to stop! Im such a dumbass what was i thinking??? He got it half way in and went back and forth 2 times and i make him stop! Can someone slap me?!?!?)
"Stop! Stop!" Jada and Kaley said making fun of me.
Shut up, i said as i busted out laughing walking like i was bo-legged.
"You look like someone shoved somthing up your ass? So what really happened?" Kaley and Jada questioned.
I begin to tell them the whole story.
