𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 ❦

11

"wtf" I said under my breath,who would want to see me rn,and at natalias house?

"its your mom,she came to ask if you could stay at my house for about two weeks cuz she needs to go on a trip to do some shit for work" natalia said walking into the room

I went down stairs to see my mom talking to nats mom.

"oh yeah ofc she can stay" nats mom said

"mom?"i said while asking to speak to her alone

"yes?" she asked

"why cant I just stay at our house while your gone?" I asked

"I don't really trust you alone" she said

"really mom? im such a good kid and what if nat comes to check on me every day?" I asked

"fine." she gave in yes!

I went home and my mom already left,so I went to get my speaker and put on "sucidal thoughts" by biggy

"When I die fuck it I wanna go to hell,im a piece of shit and it aint hard to fucking tell!" I yelled,it dosent matter no ones home

danm lately ive been in my feelings,but its just cause of what happened with the whole mattia thing but yk what! fuck him!

I went on ig and I saw their was a party about a block away from my house.

I texted nat and asked if she wanted to go. ofc she said yes,so I got ready and I told her to meet me at my house...

I wore this⬇

Nat wore this ⬇