Warning! This contains mentions of suicide.
Aizawa was in the middle of a forest,he had walked all the way from the city to a forest.
He sighed and tried to reason with himself.
The noose was in front of his face.
He dialed up a number that he thought was the suicide prevention hotline.
He had deleted everyone's contacts before walking all the way to the forest.*+*Ringing....ringing....*+*
"hello...?"
"Is this the suicide prevention hotline...?"
Hizashi was at home. He was hours relaxed after work while listening to the radio. He was enjoying the sounds before they suddenly cut short
*+*Call from Unknown.*+*
Hizashi reached over to his phone and picked up his phone as his bright and cheery voice echoed a bright
"HELLO! STRANGER!"
He then heard the soft melancholy voice ask the question and his heart sank... he couldn't hang up... of course he wasnt a suicide prevention but... but he couldn't sit and say 'no sorry. So he softly replied in a calm tone a cheery undertone to try and brighten the mood softly
"No... But I am willing to listen and help if I can.."
Shota gasped at the booming speaker like voice,recognizing the loudness with the cheerfulness .
-oh god! Its yamada I didnt meant to!-
" its not..? I'm sorry,I didn't mean to call then,sorry.."
Anyone would be able to recognize shota's deep melancholy voice,if they were around him enough.
" should I hang up ...? "
Yamada shook his head. Almost like shota could see him despite the fact of course he couldn't
"Don't hang up on me Sho I know it's you..."
He raised the cheer in his voice but kept his over all voice calm to make everything calm and slow he didn't want to make a single mistake not at all when a close friend is on the line.
"Please... If you would talk to me. About anything you need I'm here to listen and nothing more. Promise I wont run my mouth like normal."
He gave a soft chuckle trying to help the ever constricting mood
He didnt say anything apart from choked sobs being heard from the other end of the phone,aizawa's sobs echoed through the forest.
" I'm sorry 'zashi"
He hadn't used that nickname since they we're kids in U.A.
"I-i'm sorry . . ."
He couldn't help but silently cover his mouth... he was serious if he was using that very nickname for all those years ago
"It's okay sho... Nothing to be ashamed about we just need to talk like old times eh?"
He couldn't help but call him a similarly used nickname from their childhood. Using nostalgia and every bit of knowledge he had was key.
" I just hate my everything!"
Sho then slammed his clenched fist into the moss. shouted imbetween his sobs,he had placed his phone on the damp and mossy grass ,the speaker mode on .
"Nobody loves me...I'm useless!
I let bakugou get kidnapped.
if all might hadn't turned up at the USJ the students would of all been dead!"
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Erasermic Stories
Fanfictionas the title states XD oh uh warning:there may be graphic content and touchy subjects