𝗗𝗔𝗗𝗗𝗬 𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗨𝗘𝗦

broken.

this one is for  my baby he's having a bad day😔💘
kitchen
Kairi pov
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I was having an anxiety attack.
he's gonna hate I just know it.hes proudly gonna call me a fag.am disgusted of a human being.i should of never liked mattia.
Kairi started shaking rapidly.on the floor.these had happened before but this one was worse.i think.kairi was covering his ears and was huddled into a ball.the tears just kept coming.
whimpering and sobbing.

The stairs
mattia POV-
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I was walking down the stairs when I heard crying.oh no this isn't good I ran to the kitchen.
to see kai in a ball crying really loud
he was having his anxiety attacks.

I ran to him
"Kai,baby what's wrong"I whispered
I was an expert with this by now
"g-go away"he whispered
"Kai let me help you"I said bringing him into a hug
usually he would let me.
but this time it was different
"I said go away mattia"
"I don't know need you,just leave me here like he did"he started crying even louder
"baby I would never leave you"I said once again
Look ,some of y'all might think
why am I calling him baby.
well Kairi needs affection.
because of these issues.and no I don't like him.i like girls.
but I would be gay for-Stop it mattia your straight end of discussion.
"s-stop calling me baby mattia"he said turning on the other side.
"let me help you buds"I said grabbing his wrist.
"OWWWW"he snatched his hand from me.
Has he been cutting.
I tired my last attempt.and grabbed his waist and put him on my lap
"I-what are you doing"he said turning
"am helping you mamas"I said playing with his hair
Kairi didn't move.he was breathing kinda normal now I guess.but I still wondered
has he been cutting
"kai can I ask you something"I said after while
of us in silence.
"Mhm"he nodded
"have you been cutting buds" I asked
he snapped his head up.
he started to become tense now .
that when I answered my own question
he has.

"why"I questioned

Silence

"you know you can tell me everything"I told him

he had his head down still

I didn't say anything.i just lifted him bridle style and took him to his bathroom.

I opened the door to his bathroom and stepped in.

I put kai on the the counter

he looked up at me with tiny eyes.

you could see the pain threw them.which devastate me.

after I while he talked

"what are we doing ,in my bathroom mattia"with softest voice

"am going to clean you up baby"I weakly smiled

"oh.okay"he put his head down

"look at me kai.your perfect okay.dont let ur self down.sometimes you feel like the world is eating you alive I get it buds.but these aren't gonna help you get better.trust me.i don't want to lose you Kairi."I kissed the small boys head

"promise you won't don't EVER do this again.understand" I ordered him

"mhm"

"I can't hear you kai"
"Speck up"
yea...
yes what?

"yes daddy"

"that's a good boy now let's get you cleaned up"....
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Author words-
LMAOOO this was trash
but n e ways I posted finally
sorry for the cliffhanger but am just not feeling it today...
next part will be interesting 😳