fuck boy-pm

part 12

i wake up and start to get ready and i decided to talk to jackson about this whole payton situation in the car

y/n-hey jackson can i tell you something

j-yeah sure go ahead

y/n-ok so i went out with payton because he did something wrong and im not gonna tell you what it was but it wasn't an actual date we were just talking it out and we decided to be friends so im sorry for doing all this even tho you told me to stay away from him

j-look y/n im upset you didn't tell me but i just don't want you to get hurt and thank you for telling me this i guess payton has a soft spot for you

y/n-pff no he doesn't look we're here byeeeee

i walk out of his car really fast because i remembered about the note and i don't know if i should talk to him about it

i walk into school and i see payton at my locker and i walk up to him looking really uncomfortable

y/n-hey payt

p-hi y/n are you ok? you look uncomfortable

y/n-yeah im fine its just weird because people are looking at us (i lied)

p-just ignore them im happy that we're finally friends anyways lets go with jaden and dylan

y/n-ok

we start walking up to jadens locker because thats where they are and when we go up there i see jaden looking me up and down but i ignore it then i turn to look at payton and see his jaw clenched up and has his hands into fists so i say something to stop this

y/n-umm i dont think we actually introduced ourselves properly im y/n

d-hi im dylan and im sorry for being mean to you

y/n-its ok i accept your apology

ja-hi im jaden and im also sorry for hurting you he says while shaking my hand then kissing it

y/n-um i-its ok

when i do {} its her thoughts

{ why tf am i stuttering do i like him? no i just met him idek if i like payton ugh i need to figure this out}

jaden lets out a small chuckle because of me stuttering and i kinda blush then payton interrupts

p-ok well we gotta go to class see yall at lunch

when me and payton were on our way to class i see anthony and avani talking in the hallway and i straight away ship and he better come to me for girl advice

me and payton walk into class and sit down then the teacher comes and the day goes by slowly

*skip time to lunch*

when we walk in the cafeteria anthony walks up to me and asks payton if we can talk of course payton says yes and me and anthony start talking

an-what are you doing with payton i thought you hated him

y/n-well he apologized and we decided to be friends

an-are you sure he isn't lying

y/n-i mean i dont think so but if he is then he'll get something in return but for now we're just two friends with no hate towards each other

an-ok if you say i just dont wanna see you get hurt

y/n-blah blaH blaH why do people keep saying they dont wanna see me get hurt i can handle this by myself but forget about me i saw you and avani flirting

an-oh you saw that

y/n-well yeah i know when my best friend is in love why dont you ask her out on a date

an-im shy 🥺👉👈

(a/n:im sorry i just had to 🤷🏻‍♀️)

y/n-just go up to her you pussy

an-hey hey a aint no pussy its just i dont even know if she likes me back

y/n-well theirs only one way to find out and thats to go ask her

an-ok ok i'll tell you all about it and are you sure you'll be ok with the boys all by yourself

y/n-yeah i'll be fine

an-ok see you later

y/n-see ya

i kinda felt a little sad because anthony is kind fading away from me and i don't wanna lose my best friend but i understand that we grow up and have to accept our own faith

i start to walk up to payton and his friends

ja-hey y/n are you ok you look kinda upset

y/n-yeah im fine its just i feel like me and anthony are fading away

ja-dont worry about that he's been your best friend for a long time anthony seems like the type to keep his loved ones feel loved forever

y/n-thanks jaden

ja-no problem princess

i start to blush and we both start staring at each other for a while but then payton interrupts us AgAiN

p-*cough cough* ok lets go to class

*skip to when schools over*

i start to walk out of class and see a message form jackson

j-hey y/n your gonna have to walk home today because i had to leave school early

y/n-uGhHH i guess im going walking today yay (note the sarcasm)

p-hey are you ok you look kinda pissed

y/n-yeah im ok i just got a text from
jackson saying i have to walk home today because he had to leave early for some reason

p-i can take you home we live next door anyways

y/n-i guess so thanks payt

p-no problem (your nickname)

we start driving and i decided to tell payton about the note

y/n-hey payt can i talk to you about something

p-yeah sure

y/n-ok well i was in my room ready to change into something comfy and when i went to go check if my window was closed i saw you throw something out so i went to go check it out and i noticed it was a letter ripped in half so i taped it back and read it but theirs one question i just want to ask did you mean everything that was on that letter?

p-oh you read it

y/n-yes now tell me the truth

p-ok fine the truth is that everything you read on that paper is all...

oop cliffhanger and im sorry if this story sucks i literally need more brain cells and dont worry i just need 3 more chapters and they will be together anyways love you all and good day😘❤️