Life Saver (Iván MartinezxBoy)

Part 27

Iván-First, let me start off by saying that I have never had sex or been this interment with a guy before.
Nikko-God I am a mess.
Iván-Your a hot mess through...

Iván smiled as he got closer.  I took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes.

Nikko-I have never been with a guy either...
Iván-So how did you know you were gay?
Nikko-Martha...she sent me a picture when I was confused and I wanted to throw up.  I just don't find women that attractive.

Ivan smiled and nodded his head.  He grabbed my neck and made me look up at him.

Nikko-I think it's only fair for you to tell me more about how you found out.
Iván-Oh really...?

I knew that he hates talking about his own experiences but he is my mate.  He should trust me with anything and everything, he shakes his head and looks down.

Iván-Well, we I first saw you...i felt this pull like we were ment to find each other.  I didn't know about the whole mate thing so I just thought of it as me being a teenage boy. 

He looks back up at me, our eyes meeting and staring into each others.  I know this is something out of a movie.  He smirks and nods his head.

Iván-When I figure out the whole Mate and what it means...I kinda freaked out knowing that you are guy...I was fine with rejecting you.  Not having a mate...
Nikko-Why did you change your mind?

Iván hesitated before he laughed a little, licking his lips and setting his head on my shoulder.

Iván-You forgave me after all the shit I did to you...after everytime you asked if you are Fixed and you would run out of the room crying.  I knew I couldn't fight it anymore.

I smiled and looked at Iván, he was clenching his jaw, swallowing the spit that was in his mouth.  I loved that anwser, he really can turns around sometimes.

Iván-What made you forgive me?
Nikko-I don't know.  You did save me...your a Life Saver. You tought me that everyone can turn around and become the total oppose of what they were.

I smiled and he smiled, he gave me a quick kiss on the lips, but my lips wanted more.  But Iván asked one more question.

Iván-One more thing, what scares you so much about having sex with me?

I looked at him with a straight face.  I guess this is where I tell him what I feel, he did it for me so I need to do it with him.

Nikko-Just, I want to make sure everything is prefect.  Like we know what we want out of it.  It will be my first time having sex and you will be the last person.  I want to make sure it's just right.

Iván nodded his head and looks up at me with a smile.  He grabbed my cheek and kissed my lips.  I grabbed his neck lighly and he pulls away for a second...

Iván-I will wait for when you're ready Nikko...I will always wait for you.
Nikko-I love you so much Iván...
Iván-I love you too my Amor...