The next day I woke up and I was missing mattia so i decide to go visit him.
I ride to his house and I just walk in cause I know I used to live here and I'm like family.
I run upstairs and open mattias door to see some slit on top of him and both of them had there clothes off.
"Mattia what the fuck" I almost burst into tears
"Omg baby please dont it's not what-" he try's to say before I cut him off
"Mattia forget about it, forget about seeing your kid and forget about being with me you really did make a mistake" I say and with that I run downstairs
I can hear him putting his clothes on and trying to chase after me but I run and get in my car and spend off crying.
How could he do this we're having a baby. Does he not want the baby does he not want me are we not good enough for me popular mattia polibio.
I walk in my house and run to my dad.
"Dad" I say crying
"Baby what is it what happened" he says
"Dad I just need to get away from nj please tell me you have a place I can stay at just until I get my mind straight" I cry to him
"I have a Beach house in Florida but not for long" he says
"Thank you so much dad" I say then I run up stairs
I start packing my stuff then I go into val and Livi
room."Hey girls sissy is gonna go away for alittle you'll see me soon I promise" I say
"Ok sissy I love you" val says
"Ok bye sissy love you" livi says
"Love you girls too bye" I say
I start crying again but I know val will be safe.
"Here sweetie take a few dollars" my dad says handing me a wad of cash
"Dad how much is this" I say
"It's only 5,000 dollars want you to be comfortable, I know your leaving for a reason and I'm not gonna stop you but I'm damn well gonna make sure your safe" he says hugging me
I leave without telling the boys or Emma.