A Or B? (On Hold)

Rich...😔

Don't get me wrong, I love Richie I really do but I was planing on sneaking out tonight but Richie loves me and I can't just leave him like that so I kissed him on the cheek, making him blush a deep red. "I love you too." I say, looking down at my feet, trying not to make eye contact with the man of my dreams, Richie pulled me in for a hug making me fell warm inside, I wrapped my arms around his neck, looking up at him, giving him a wide smile, he pulls me in for another kiss and I kissed back, it lasted for about 20 seconds until sombody inturuped us. "Ha, oh my god! Stanley, what happened to your standerds?" A voice said next to ask, I pull away from the wonderful kiss and see Henry Bowers himself, I groun and Richie loosens his grip on me. "Richie I'll be back, go home and I'll meet you there." I say, sweetly, kissing him on the cheek and skipping off to Henry. I see Richie fleeing from the park so now it's just me and Henry. "Let's get started, shall we?" I ask, putting my fists up. "We shall."

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I make it back to Richie's house with just a couple cuts and brusis on me, no big deal. Richie was waiting for me on the kitchen counter and when he saw me he was asking me so many questions while he was patching me up and with the best of my ablity I answered them. I did promise Richie I'd never fight anybody again but Henry threw the frist punch, he started the god damm thing. I make it back to my room and close the door behind me. I go into one of my drawers and take out a small note pad, I note the date on the top of the page and right below it I write the date it'll be next month. What was I doing? Well I thought for a little bit and maybe staying for an extra month won't be to bad after all, nothing longer then a month and have fun with Richie before I run away for good.

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Being Richie's boyfriend is fun and all but there are rules I have to follow so we don't get hurt and I do think some of his rules are bullshit but I love him to much to tell him that. It was like we were the high school couple who hates being away from eachother, that's what Richie told me, I do like having time to myself but without Richie it can be a tad bit boring. We haven't told many people, we just told the losers and Richie went ahead and told Connor, even though I hate him, I can't blame Richie for telling him, maybe he'll get off my back.

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Tonight I sneak out so maybe I can hang out with the losers and Richie before I take my leave, sounds fun right, no, no it's not fun, Eddie can't make it because his mother have cancer so he gets a free pass, Mike is doing farm work so he also gets a pass, Ben, I have no idea what he's doing and Beverly moved awhile ago so it's just me, Bill and Richie, it's boring without the others, Bill got a girlfriend so we just had to meet her so we planned a double date at one of the best dinners in town. Richie and I were there first and waited for Bill and his girl. Bill enters the dinner with a girl with short brown, curly hair, dark brown eyes in a pastel green, flower dress. She was every pretty, I must be honest but something felt off but I shugged it off as it being just me being over-protective of Bill.

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So the double date went well, turns out that girl's name was Maddie and we got along pretty well, me and her both liked birds while our boyfriends liked the arcade, Bill wasn't the bigest fan of the arcade back then but now he's warmed up to it, Richie still loves the arcade, wherever you go with Richie, you have to stop at an arcade, even if the games there suck the biggest balls ever.

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It's around 9pm and by now Richie should be asleep so I walk over to my closet and take out a bag that's been there for awhile now, the bag was full of things I need like clothes, water, higene prodacts, it'll last me about 3 weeks before I make it to my destanation. I make my way downstairs as quietly as possible, before I open the door that lead to the outside world I see a note book on the kichen counter along with a pen, I decide to write a note for Richie before I leave him to fend on his own. I didn't know how to start it or how to end it but it ended up being a good written letter, I guess I was so focesed on writing that I didn't notcie somebody came downstairs and was watching me this whole time. I open the front door and I feel a hand on my wrist, it was a strong hand but I knew by the grip it was Richie, was I right, ofcourse I am. "Stanny what are you doing?" Richie asked, pulling me towards him, I see his tear filled eyes and I didn't know if I should talk my way out of this or use brut force, I don't want to hurt him but Richie won't go down without a fight. "Stanny?" He asks again, tighting his grip on my wirst. "Rich..."

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