Second Chance (BoyXBoy Watty Awards)

One Year later

Josh’s POV

“No it’s not always like that,” I say as Mark and Ken, Marks best friend and I walk into the park around a corner.

It’s been a year since I lost my boyfriend and best friend. Not a moment goes by when I don’t miss them. I mean in time most people would move on, forget the past and look to the future but all I’ve felt is regret.

The first two months after I was recused I was angry, I didn’t forgive and I couldn’t forget the lies until it was too late. Janet had been right; Kyle is worth a second chance. I should have given him that second chance but the time I decided I wanted to do that because the love I have for him is never going to change it was just a little too late.

As we turned the corner to my shock and happiness at the same time Aiden and Kyle came around the corner.  It had been a year since I had seen there happy smiles and generally just seeing them again.

After what had happened and myself being complete asshole Aiden was pulled out of school and I took he went to another one. This is the first time I’ve seen them since then. When I realised that I had made a mistake and I wanted to give Kyle a second chance I was a little too late because he was gone and so was Aiden.

I didn’t know where he lived and I never contacted him through mobile because every time I did it was engaged. It hurt so much and so I tried to move on. The only upside too what had happened a year ago was my brother had completely changed.

My brother knew I needed him and so he began to spend more time with me and we are very close now. I’m even quite close with his best friend, Ken. If one good thing came out of it, it has to be that.

“Aiden…Kyle,” I say.

“Josh,” smiled Aiden.

“How are you?” I asked but it didn’t come out like that and Aiden looked at me oddly.

“He meant how are you both?” asked Mark patting me on the back.

Even after a year I still can’t help but feel something there when I see Kyle, when I think about him. How much I’ve missed him but I doubt he has missed me. I bet he has moved on by now unlike me who couldn’t be more stupid.

“We are good,” smiled Aiden.

“Aiden has a boyfriend now!” shouted Kyle the first thing actually coming out of his mouth since we had stopped in front of each other.

Kyle is looking at me the way he use to look at me. Does he still like me in that way? No he can’t!

“Well at least I’ve moved on,” said Aiden nudging Kyle. Does that mean Kyle hasn’t move on? Does that mean he may still like me?

I regret not giving Kyle that second chance and maybe now I can give him that? Maybe he can give me a second chance too. I can’t explain why I love him so much but I do and I feel like that’s not going to go away. If I have a chance still with him I have to take it.

“Kyle, could I have a word with you in private?” I ask him

Kyle nods to me and I lead him into the park away from my brother, Ken and Aiden. We both reach the swings and both sit down on one. Kyle looks at me, “What is it?” he asks.

“Kyle, I need to tell you something I should have told you a year ago,” I say.

“Josh..?” he asked looking confused.

“I didn’t realise something until it was too late. Kyle, I love you and I know I always will. I know I belong with you. I should have said to you a year ago that I want to give you a second chance,” I say.

“Why tell me now?” he asks.

“I didn’t realise until two months after and you were long gone and so was Aiden. I didn’t know how to get in contact with you, I had no idea. So I tried to move on but I couldn’t. I know you have probably moved on or maybe don’t feel what you use too,” I say.

“I will never be able to stop loving you, Josh. I thought you would know that. I said I wanted to be with you forever,” he smiles.

“I never took it off; I will never take this ring off because I want you and myself to know we will marry someday. We deserve that, we deserve each other. We both have made mistakes and this ring is to remind not only that you will marry me some day but that I will make sure we marry too, that we will be together forever,” I smile showing my hand too him.

“I promise you, you will come before anything else now. I’ve changed and I’m no longer going to keep any secrets.” Kyle leans in and kiss’s me directly on the lips. I embraced the moment, his soft lips, and his warmth that I hadn’t felt for over a year. I had missed Kyle and I wasn’t going to let him go again. I’m giving him a Second chance like I should have done in the first place and I know I won’t regret this.

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Ok this isn't that good.

I wrote this and I was happy with it until my stick deleated all my stories including this part :/

So this is not as good as it was because i couldn't remember excatly what i had did before. I'm really upset right now about it but I still hope you enjoyed it and enjoyed the whole story. Thanks for reading