I'm Obsessed (Billie Eilish) REWRITTEN

ghosted

" truth is i'm dishonest, cause i'm always scared to get too deep. "

REWRITTEN

Billie's POV:

I opened my eyes and yawned heartily. I turned to the bedside table next to my bed and reached for my phone to check the time. 5.30am. I sighed and ran my hand over my face. I shouldn't have been partying all weekend, but I was trying to take my mind off the trouble with Stella, but the only thing it's giving me is a bad headache. I put my phone back on the bedside table and sat on the edge of the bed.It took me a while to get up because I still feel dizzy, like I'm throwing up all the shit from what I drank last night. I left my room to go to the bathroom but stopped in the middle of the path and realised I'd forgotten my clothes. I went back to my room, grabbed some simple grey oversize shorts and a black Rob Zombie shirt, grabbed my phone and made my way back to the bathroom.

Alex:

are u ready ? i'm  at yours in 10

Billie:

aight

I shoved the phone in my pocket, walked out of the bathroom over to my room to throw my dirty clothes on my bed, closed the door, and went downstairs to the kitchen. , saw a letter placed on the counter. " hey bil, I'm at Claudia's; Mom and Dad will be home in the afternoon; see you later. " I put the letter back down on the counter. I heard a honk outside. I put on my shoes, grabbed my keys and my bag, and went out of the house. I saw Alex waiting in her car in my driveway. , I walked over to the passenger side, opened the door. She literally looks like she was on a wellness trip, while I look like I didn't sleep for like 4 weeks.

She pointed to my neck and laughed, saying, "You look like you just woke up from the dead." As I lowered myself into the passenger seat, she said, "Sorry about that, dude." I closed the door, muttering, "Good morning." With confusion, I turned to face her. She asked, "You don't remember?" with an eyebrow raised at me.

I gave a headshake. "Yeah, you had a few drinks yesterday, made some flirtatious comments, and we kissed" she shrugged.  I gave her a wide-eyed glance and opened my mouth to speak. "Hey, chill. Let me tell you something: I'm not in love. " After laughing, she backed out of the driveway. "We are still friends, nothing has changed." I dismissed it with a laugh.

"Good, because I'm not gay."

"Yeah," she said with a smirk on her face, then looked back at the road. I hit her shoulder,   "Seriously, dude" i said in frustration. I shook my head and looked out the window." What the heck did I do last night?

As i began to remember what happened the night before, i couldn't stop myself from questioning how things had gotten so out of hand and turned into such a strange series of events.

Estella's POV:

I have already been waiting in front of the school for my friends. I had trouble sleeping last night because all I could do was dwell on Billie. I feel guilty for my actions towards her, but I know it was necessary. I can't allow her to get near me, it's not easy for me, it truly isn't. I truly desire to be with her, but it is not a healthy situation for either of us. I don't want to see her today, especially not when she smiles and her left dimple shows, or when she puts on her angry face.

Even though I'm not exactly sure how I'll manage to avoid thinking about her, I have to do my best not to. I jumped when I felt a hand suddenly touch my shoulder while I was staring at my phone. "Hey, you're already here"  said Den with a small smile as I looked up. I smile and gently pull her into an embrace, saying, "Sorry, I didn't hear you approach coming"