" ... I think that was my problem, I felt everything entirely too deeply. A simple gesture was never simple, it always meant the world to me. Anyone can walk through the door and whisper a soft hello in my ear and I would still hear a loud welcome h...
You are much stronger now more than you'll ever think.
You are much wiser now more than you'll ever feel. The past may return in the present like experiencing winter while you're surrounded by all the flowers in spring.
Forgive yourself for that as well.
Forgive yourself for still being in the process of recovering from all the guilt, shame, and stress.
Forgive yourself for simply being human who deserves to have another chance to keep living a well-fulfilled life.
You will make mistakes, and that's inevitable but like the sun, you keep on rising each time you forgive yourself.