It's been awhile since my dad has passed away. After a week I got back to school. I had to do all of my homeworks, which was a fricking pain in the ass for me. I didn't get any sleep for a few days because of the works I had to catch up. I would go to school everyday wearing the same brown hoodie. I didn't even bother to do my hair or makeup. I was just there studying and being with my friends. Me and Matt hadn't talked since my dads funeral. I kept my distance with him.
New light by John Mayer was playing on full volume in my room. I feel way better now. I'm not that sad anymore. It has been fought but now I'm okay. I don't want to hold on to bad stuff. I'm finally getting better:). I was singing and dancing in my room and I opened my curtains and to my surprise I saw Matt in his room on his bed. He was on his phone and it seems like He was shouting. He looks so mad and sad at the same time. I didn't wanna seem like a creep so I just went to the shower and changed so that I could get ready to see my bestfriend.
It's Friday night and I'm going over to Gracies house to sleepover. My mums been busy with her job lately. She's a lot better now. Me and mum are both happy and enjoying life, Of course we miss dad but life goes on :)! We're not struggling with anything except for emotionally so that's one thing to feel better about. I skated to her house and hugged her tightly. Gracie told me how she's so happy that I'm finally okay again because she thought she lost her bestfriend. I have to admit I was acting all cold to everyone around me because I was sad. But I still care about them. I'm honestly so happy that they care about me too. We talked about everything until someone came in and interrupted our conversation. "Yo grace I'm going out to see the boys can you keep the house tidy for when mum and dad come back? Thanks! Bye'" Matt said and slammed the door shut. "Wow what the fuck was that" grace mumbled. "I mean that was typical of him right?" I asked her while laughing softly because were all used to him being like this all the time. She joined in and just continued talking about how there's gonna be a party going on this Saturday which is tomorrow. "I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR GRACE I CANT GO MY MUM WILL KILL ME!" I told her like she was insane. "nope you're coming with me and I already asked your mum" she grinned at me. "Oh and we can go shopping for clothes tomorrow with me hehe" I hugged her tightly because I never been to a party before and I'm excited. Nothing could go wrong! I'm gonna live my teenage life and have fun.
The next morning came and me and grace were at the mall. Grace decided to go for a dress. I bought a brown tank top and thought of the perfect outfit for myself. We ate brunch together. I was genuinely having fun. It's been way too long. I got bough some fabric pens and decided to get new nike Air Force one because my old one is DESTROYED:(((( before we leave I asked grace to get hair dye with me. We then got home and went straight to our business. "ARE YOU SURE MOLY" Gracie asked me uncertainly about my decision. "LETS DO IT" I screamed and started putting bleach on the strain of my hair. I bleached it and dyed it white. I looked like a girl in her mid 40s w strains of gray hair but you know what I love it. I bought some washoff colours dyes too but I'm scared to damage my hair even more. Grace looked at me proudly and did my makeup for me. She gave me a foxy eyes look. And did my hair for me. I went to change into my outfit while she changing into hers too. Grace outfit is simply yet cute and shows her body nicely.
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She wore a tight white off shoulders dress paired up with her red and black high tops Jordan's. She looks hot. I'm not gay but OMGGGGGGGG KWEEEENNNNNNNNNN😭😭😭😭😭😭. My outfit was this brown tank top paired up with brown trouser and a belt. I chose my Air Force one that I have drawn on while waiting for my hair to dry.
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I jumped in excitement and clapped my hands when I saw her and she did the same thing. We were screaming. After us appreciating our outfits we called jaden to ask where the party's at and he sent us the address and we told Weston to come pick us up. I picked my brown hoodie before leaving. We got into his cars and his eyes were widen when he saw us. "Woah wow I'm trying to drive. You guys look AMAZING" he screamed at the end. I could tell Gracie was blushing. I smiled widely and told him he doesn't look bad himself. Gracie joined in and Weston blushed like crazy. We were singing along to No more parties in L.A. By mr Ye. We all knew every words to this song. We were basically screaming to the song.
After breaking our vocal cords we soon arrived to the address Jaden has sent us. It was his boyfriends house which is Kevin's. Meaning Matt will probably be there. I got a little bit nervous just the thought of seeing him. I tried to not think about it and walked out of the car holding graces hands and squeezing it slightly. She nodded at me and started to lock me and Westons arms. We all looked at eachothers and smiled. "LETS FUCK IT UPPPPPPPP" Wes shouted loudly and we all got hyped up and walked to the front door. Nothing could go wrong tonight. It's gonna be the best night in awhile.
