FUCK YOU:) but I love you// Matt Champion

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I woke up feeling a bit light headed from unknown reasons. I got out of bed and went in the shower. While waiting for my hair to air dry  i chose what I wanted to wear for school. I did my brows and and applied chapsticks cus I like the taste of it. I put on my outfit which is (pics above)

I felt colourful today... very pastel yes. I didn't do anything to my hair. I grabbed my school backpack with the box of cookies that I baked last night and my phone and went downstairs.
I greeted my parents. I was eating breakfast until my my phone's notifications went off.

Jayjay:  I'm sleepy
Molecule: oke
Jayjay: :(
Molecule: oke im coming to pick you up

I was slightly annoyed that I have to go pick up my friend because 1. I don't know how to drive properly and 2.i don't know how to drive properly.
I decided to bike to jay's house. My blue sparkly bike is pretty cute ngl. I saw him in the front of his house looking annoyed. I grinned at him and made hand gestures for him to sit on my bike. He did as I wanted but then I realised it was a mistake.

"GOD DAMN YOURE SO HEAVY" I purposely shouted as I'm struggling to bike. Jaden got so pink and slapped my shoulder which caused me to lose balance and felled on my bike, we both did. Luckily, we were right infront of the school. Unfortunately, everyone- EVERYONE saw that. The guy, the man, Mr.Champion, Matt champion saw that. He rolled his eyes and walked in the school. It didn't bother me much. I helped my friend get up. I went to parked my bike. I took of my helmet and started walking to class. Grace was no where to be found. I got concerned so I texted her.

Val: Are you oke??????
Val: where are you
Val: answer
Val: me
Val:rn
Val: pleaseee?
sister in law(Gracie): HIII SORRY I'm sick at homee:(
Val: what happened!?
Val: wait coll me later u kno my schedule I love you<3

I turned off my phone as I listened to what the teacher said about our new chapter that we're going to learn. I started writing down what the teacher said was going to be important later on. I wished that schools already over.
The day went by so slowly by finally it's lunch. I have the same lunch as Jaden and Matt. Which is pretty good and bad. As I was walking I saw jaden with his boyfriend, Ian and his friends. Ian shouted "come sit with us bitch" at me. I tried to insist but I also didn't wanna sit alone so I went to sit with them. I sat next to Jaden. Matt was there too. He looks as annoyed as he could be. He looks like he doesn't want me here. I sat across from him. "Why did you invite her here" Matt asked Ian angrily. I didn't let that bother me too much. "She's our friend!!" Ian answered Matt cheerfully as Jaden nodded. Matt scoff loudly and looked at me. "What" I realised I was staring at him so I said sorry. "Shut up man" Matt said in a harsh tone. He's mean. Really mean. I would be lying if that didn't hurt me. Matt got up and walked away. He came back a bit after with a girl wrapped around his body. "Uhmm Matt why is she here?" Jaden asked him confusingly. I'm confused too. I nudged Jaden and asked him who is the girl. "Since when do I need you guys approval of who can sit here. No one asked me if she could sit with with us" Matt said that squinting his eyes at me. I felt embarrassed but I tried not to show it. Ian and merlyn look at eachotherss shockingly. I'm still so confused. Jaden gave me the look and excused him and Ian out of the table. He dragged me out there too. The rest of the group waved byes except for Matt and the mystery girl.
They took me to the library.
"So uh what was that?!" Jaden asked Ian so annoyed. Ian returns the annoyance and started ranting about the girl. "That's Iggy. His ex. Their relationship toxic as fuuck I- We don't like her at ALL. EVERYONE HATES HER. Matts broken after she broke up with him, no, after she cheated on him. But being a dumb bitch he is HE STILL GOING BACK FOR THE COOCHIE. PUFFY VAGINA ASS MOTHERFUCKING BITCH ASS SHORT ASS CRING-" Jaden quickly stopped Ian from getting any more hot headed. I sat there shocked. Matt had a gf? I didn't even know about it. And now they're getting back together?
I excused myself out and walked to class.
Jayjay: Are you okay bbg:((
Jayjay: whyd you leave so early
Molecule: sorry I wanted to get to class fast!!! Scared of many ppl in the hallway..... cabonara virus is scary...
jayjay: corona*
Molecule: I'm hungry now

I was the only person in thee class until someone walked in. Matt. I forgot I have Spanish with him. He took the seat next to me. I didn't bother looking up cause I was texting Jaden about the covid-19. "I'm surprise you even have friends to talk to on your phone" Matt said to me. I can hear the smirk in his voice. I ignored him and waited for the teacher to arrive. Normally I would talk back instantly but I didn't this time. I feel tired, emotionally.
Spanish ended. I didn't talk to Matt the whole class. I sprinted out of the class and went back home as fast as I could. My parents weren't home yet. I went straight upstairs to my room and jumped on my bed. My phone buzzed . I didn't feel like checking my phone so I just left it ringing. I felt a tear slipped my eye. Why didn't I know Matt has or had a girlfriend? I'm hurt. I don't know what to do. I eventually fall asleep in the same position.