Always Alone (A Niall Horan fan fiction)

Chapter 6

Hey guyss. So I am gonna ask this at the end of the chapter, too but do you think i should change Amanda to Amilee?  comment and let me know :D This chapter is kinda sad at first but it gets better I promise.

Niall's POV

      "I love you too." she whispered and then I walked away. I felt so bad about lying to her. Yes, I lied. I had to. It was the only thing I could do without blocking her out randomly, and she won't think I am cheating on her. I walked back to my hotel and collapsed on my bed. I only hoped I could go a month without hearing her voice or seeing her.

Amanda's POV

     He walked away and tears started forming in my eyes. Why would he do this to me? Oh yeah. Management. Maybe that was why Liam and Danielle broke up. El and Lou still talk, but I guess it's because they're engaged. Why is my life so miserable? I decided to go on twitter, but I quickly shut my phone off once I saw all the mentions that were talking about Niall and I. I guess I'll just go home and cry. I was almost in my room when I thought about my birthday. It was in a month and I wouldn't be able to spend it with Niall. We always did something special on my birthday. I threw myself on the bed and let the tears stream down my face. Suddenly, Heart Attack started blaring though my phone. I changed my ringtone once Take Me Home came out. I let it ring a while as I listened to the catchy tune. And I'm like OW! never thought It'd hurt so bad, getting over you-ou. And OW! you're givin me a he-I cut off my phone as I answered.

"Hello?"

"Hey, it's Tarissa. Do you want to come over?"

"No thanks, I'm feeling kinda down,"

"Why?" she asked. I told her everything.  I poured out my feelings and all that has happened. 

"Amanda, I'm coming over!"

"NO!"

"Yes! No arguing! I'm coming over NOW!" I sighed and hung up the phone. I went into the living room and turned on the TV. Of course, there was an interview going on with One Direction. I flipped (my hair and it overwhelmed you) the channel and watched Spongebob until Tarissa got here. I heard a knock at the door after about 10 minutes. I opened up the door and saw Tarissa with a wide a wide grin on her face.

"We're going to have so much fun!" she squealed while jumping up and down. 

"Noo," I whined,"I don't wanna have fun,"

"Yes you do! It's what you need to get your spirits up,"

"NO! I'm not leaving,"

"Yes you are," she grabbed my arm and dragged me out of my flat. "We're going to meet the girls at Nandos."

"No, not more people,"

"Yes. I'm not gonna let you be depressed,"

"I'm not depressed,"

"YEs you are and we're leaving," she pulled me out of the building into the car. "To Nandos!" she sounded like Niall. I was filled with sadness just thinking about him, but I didn't let Tarissa know that or who knew what she would do. We pulled up to Nandos and walked in.

"Over here!" I heard a familiar voice yell. We turned towards Aly's voice to see her, Danielle, and Eleanor sitting at a table. Tarissa ran over to them and I followed her. I sat next to Aly and Eleanor. We sat in silence for a while until Eleanor finally spoke up.

"So, Amanda. What happened with Niall?"

"I don't want to talk about it," I mumbled. 

"Come on Amanda. You're going to have to tell us eventually,"

"Fine. Basically Niall said h-he can't talk to me or see me anymore," I almost burst out crying right there in the restraunt. 

"Amanda, it's going to be okay," Aly said, trying to comfort me.

"I know, I'm just going to miss him so much!"

"We'll get you through it. You guys helped me when Liam and I split up," Dani added. 

"Yeah. Now come on. After this we're going shopping."  Eleanor told me. I perked up a bit. I did love shopping

"Okay, now lets eat," We waited for what seemed like forever, but finally a waitress came. She looked about 18 and had dirty blonde hair that was pulled into a messy bun. She had glasses and looked really smart. She looked up from her notepad at us and started freaking out. 

"You-you're One D-Direction's girlfriends!"

"Yeah, are you a fan of One Direction?" I asked.

"No, I just sit in my room and stalk them all day because I hate them," she replied sarcastically. We all laughed with her. "No, I'm a huge fan. Could I have a picture?"

"Of course!" Aly replied. We all got up to take a picture with her. I knew exactly how she felt. I was a huge directioner and I freaked out when I met Danielle and Eleanor. 

"I guess I'll take the picture since I'm not one of their boyfriends," Danielle offered sadly.

"No I want you in the picture too Danielle! I love you!" the girl almost screamed. Danielle's face brightened when she heard that.

"Really?" she asked. 

"Yes!"

"Ok then who is going to take the picture?' Danielle asked us all.

"Um, what about that man?" Tarissa suggested pointing to another waiter. She tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around. "Could you take a picture of us?" she asked gesturing to the rest of us. 

"Sure," the man took the girl's phone and we all posed with our arms around eachother. He snapped a picture and handed the phone back. I then realized that I didn't know the waitress's name.

"What's your name?" i asked her.

"Amber,"

"Pretty! Do you want us to follow you on twitter? We might be able to get one of the boys to but no promises," Eleanor added.

"I would love that!" she ripped a paper out of her notepad and wrote her twitter name on it. We took the paper and looked at it. @Amberloves1D was her twitter name. I took the paper and put it in my pocket, I would post about it and have the other girls follow her. We finally got to ordering and we talked until our food arrived. I dove into it and it was gone in 5 minutes. 

"Dang girl! You must've been hungry!" Danielle exclaimed.

"I wouldn't be talking Dani," I gestured to her empty plate. We all laughed and paid the check. I guess we're off to the mall now

Aly's POV

I was shocked when Amanda told us about Niall, but I was also confused. Zayn can still talk to me and Harry can still talk to Tarissa. Something's up with Niall. He's either cheating or planning something big. I'll have to ask him at the airport tomorrow when they leave for the US. For now, I need to focus on getting Amanda's mind off Niall

Sorry it's so short but I write it in my notebook so it seems long when it's not.  But anyway what do you think is gonna happen?? Aly almost knows! Also, I decided for my next update I just want 2 votes on this. 2!! That's not a lot. You just have to click the vote button! Sorry if I'm being demanding but no one ever votes so yeah. Do you think i should change Amanda to Amilee? 

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