Always Alone (A Niall Horan fan fiction)

Girls Day :)

"HEY open up and let us in or we'll break down the door!" I heard Aly yell.

"Yeah! you dont want to buy a new door!" Tarissa screamed.

"You guys it's open! It always is. Now that Niall's gone," I screamed back, and then whispered at the part about Niall. They barged in and saw me looking depressed.

"Hey girl you better perk up that attitude cuz its a girls night!!" Eleanor said.

" I know, but I just miss Niall so much!" I almost whispered.

" Amanda, we all do. That's why we're here!" Danielle said excitedly.

"Yes now if you dont get your booty up we're gonna dump a bucket of ice water on you!" screamed Aly.

"Fine I'm up are you happy now!" I said as i got off the couch. 

"Ok what do you wanna do? We can bake, or go shopping, or watch a movie." suggested Eleanor.

"How about we go shopping!" screamed Tarissa. That girl loved to shop.

"OK,  but only if we take Kristen. She seems nice and i want her and my brother back together," I said. I called her up. 

"YO Kristen. wanna come shopping with El, Dani, Ali, Rissy and me?"

"Sure! I'll meet you at the mall in a few," she replied.

We all piled in the car to head to the mall. I heard a familiar tune. dun. dun dun. dun dun  dun dun dun "Your insecure don-" I changed the channel before the rest could play.

"AMANDA! Put it back on! You can't hide from One Direction forever," 

"Fine," I grumbled and switched the station back. You don't kno-o-ow you don't know you're beautiful the rest of the song played as i sat quietly. Everyone else of course was dancing around in the back of my car. They also gave me the pleasure of hearing them sing. Finally, we pulled up to the mall.

"WOOH! Shopping time!!!!" screamed Tarissa.

"Geez Tarissa, you sound like you did when you first met One Direction!" Dani commented. I remember that day very well. It was July 24, 2013. She and Aly had gotten backstage passes. I didn't know them that day, but I had backstage passes too.

*Flackback*

It was the end of the concert in Colorado. My voice was gone from belting out the lyrics, and I was just about dead, considering I was in the FRONT ROW! Liam even took my camera onstage and recorded themselves. I couldn't die though, because I still had passes backstage. I found the backstage of the Pepsi Center, and saw two girls. One had short blonde hair. The other had long brown hair. "HI! I'm Tarissa!" squealed the one with brown hair.

"I'm Aly!" said the other one.

"I'm Amanda," I told them. I assumed that they were going backstage too, considering they were wearing 1D shirts, and they had backstage passes.

"We're going to meet the boys! Are you?" Tarissa asked. 

"No, I am just taking a tour of backstage," I said sarcastically,"Just kidding!" I showed them my backstage pass,"I'm going to meet them too!" Suddenly, Paul walked up. 

"Are you ladies here with backstage passes?" He asked.

"YES!" Aly screamed.

"Okay, come with me, and please don't scream in the boys' ears, they have had a lot of screaming all night,"

"Okay,"  we all promised in unison. He led us too the a door that said something about a lounge. When we walked in 3/5 boys were shirtless. We giggled and Paul started yelling.

"BOYS! I TOLD YOU TO KEEP ALL YOUR CLOTHES ON! HARRY, I EXPECTED THIS BUT LIAM, REALLY?"

"I..I am so truly sorry Paul, I thought the girls weren't coming until later," Niall said. He winked at me. Something told me that he did know we were coming. "So what's you're name?" he asked me.

"A..A..amanda"

"Well, A..A..amanda nice to meet you," He shook my hand, and slipped something into my hand. All the other boys saw this and immediatly started commenting. Especially Louis. 

"WOAH PDA! DON'T BE MAKIN BABIES IN HERE!!"  Louis proclaimed

"No!" Liam protested, "Making babies is not allowed in the dressing room!"

"Oh. My. Gosh. We are going to have a new baby to take care of!" squealed Harry. Zayn stayed quiet. Little did i know that that piece of paper would change my life forever.

*End of Flashback*

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Yeahh sorry that chapter was sucky, i had writers block. New chapter will be better promise :)

Love,

MyIrishSnowflake