Chapter Two ~ Cuts By Hate

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A/N: Just so you guys know, the first few chapters will be a bit boring, so bear with me. If you ship anything along this book, put it in the comments, and I may incorperate it in this book . . .

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As we got about ten minutes into the drive, Christopher changed the station.

"14 Years ago, Famous boy band One Direction released their last album, and said that they were going into retirement so that they could settle down with their families. It was believed that since Louis and Harry had fallen in love, that the song 'Just a Little Bit of Your Heart' written by Harry Styles, and sung by Arianna Grande, was written for Louis Tomlinson, now known as Louis Styles-Tomlinson. So here it is, performed by Arianna Grande, and written by Harry Styles-Tomlinson, is Just a Little Bit of Your Heart." The announcer said.

"I don't ever ask you where you've been
And I don't feel the need to know who you're with
I can't even think straight, but I can tell
That you were just with her
And I'll still be a fool
I'm a fool for you . . ." I sang along with Arianna.

"Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for . . ." Christopher sang along with me this time.

"I don't ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can't find the words to say what I mean
And nothing's ever easy, that's what they say
I know I'm not your only
But I'll still be a fool
Cause I'm a fool for you" I stopped singing and let Chris sing this part.

"Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for" I sang along with Chris this time.

"Just a little bit
Mmm, yeah yeah yeah yeah" Chris sang alone.

"I know I'm not your only
But at least I'm one
I heard a little love
Is better than none

Oh, babe . . ." I Sang alone.

"Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for" Chris and I sang.

"Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart (just a little bit)
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for . . ." Chris finished the song.

I gaped at him when we finished.

"You can sing . . ."

"Yeah, you can too . . ." He looked back at the road.

"Chris! Don't do this again!"

"Do what?!"

"Block out your natural talents!"

"What natural talents?! The only thing I am is Niall Horan's son. That's all I am to anyone." He gripped the steering wheel tighter.

"Chris, is that really what you think?"

"YES!" He slammed his hand on the horn.

the guy in the car in front of us flipped us off.

"Chris, You're so much more than that to me. . . "

"Sure I am, Darcy."

"Chris! You're my best friend!"

"Darcy, you can see past that I'm Niall and Eleanor's son . . . You have the same life . . ."

"Chris! Listen to yourself! You don't have it as bad as I do!"

"DARCY I GET HATE CONSTANTLY! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FUCKING FEELS?!"

"YES, CHRIS! I DO!" I pulled my sleeves back and showed him my cuts.

"You cut yourself . . .?" He choked out.

"Yes."

"W . . .Why?"

I pulled out my phone and showedhim the sort of hate I get.

DarcyStyles-TommoIsGayy: Ur probabky like ur dad and daddy. Gay faggs.

Harry&LouisSuckD: Darcy u gay motherfucker i h8 u. go die u fag.

He gasped.

"But Darcy, you're not gay . . . Why would this get to you?"

"Christopher . . . I am gay . . . At least I think I am. Why do you think I'm still a virgin? I've never been attracted to men . . ."

I saw his eyes fill with tears.

"Well, there go my chances . . ." He whispered.

"Huh?"

"Nothing," He wipes his tears away. "We're here . . ."

"This isn't camp . . . This is Destiny's house."

"Surprise!" Destiny gets in. "I'm coming ith you guys! I'm going to the singing camp as well!"

I smiled at her and hugged her.

Destiny was the one girl ho stood by me before she even knew I was Louis and Harry's daughter.

Even though it's been 14 years, One Direction is still popular.

They're everywhere.

We drove to camp in complete silence until I heard Destiny gasp.

"DARCY MAE STYLES-TOMLINSON! WHAT THE HELL IS ON YOUR WRIST?!"

Oh fuck.

"It's uh . . ."

"You self harm?!"

"Yes . . .?"

"Darcy, why? Is it the hate?"

I nodded slowly and let a tear slip.

Christopher pulled the car over.

"I'm going into the store to buy something. You have ten minutes to have a girly talk or whatever." He walks off.

"Hun, why do you let all of that hate get to you? It's not like you're-- Oh my gosh . . . You're gay, aren't you?!"

"Yes . . ." I let another tear escape my eyes.

"There's nothing wrong with being gay, Darcy . . . I've been questioning my sexuality as well, hun."

"You have? Why?"

"I have a crush on this girl . . ."

"Who?"

"She goes to our school . . . Her name is Felicia . . ."

"Aww . . ." I smiled.

"But I think I'm bisexual in all honesty."

"Why?"

"Because I have a bigger crush on Eli . . ."

"My brother?"

"Yes . . . "

"Woah."

"Yep . . ."

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