I walked home a little after 4:00. Mom was in bed, her smelly aroma was waiting through the house. Ammonia and expired salami. I told mom I was going to a new friends house tonight in the trailer park, which gave me the whole night.... To party.
I burst into my room and get my velvet dress I got in the plus size section at Walmart, it's surprisingly one of my favorites. The velvet hugs my hips as I throw it over my head and it comes just below my ass cheeks barely covering them. With Felix in mind my palms start getting a little sweaty, I head to the bathroom to find a very strong perfume from the dollar store. Fresh White Musk Fantasy, mom's of course. I drench myself in it like a popcorn shrimp in a bowl of Alfredo. I take a peek in mom's makeup bag and remember my Jeffree liquid lipstick, yellow of course my favorite. I also grab the Shaprie and line the waterline under my eye and it makes my algae green eyes pop deliciously. I walked past mom and she asked why I had put on her perfume.
"I feel good confident. Something you've never felt in your 56 years of life." I angrily throw out there.
Mom looked at me and then looked away. I saw a tear form. I had never seen my mom react this way. Fuck this toxic bitch. I grabbed my shoes and left.
Down the street I walked, it was getting a bit darker. I walked to the loud country music and screams of excitement and happiness. I pulled out the track phone and it reads 9:04pm. The music starts getting louder as I realize where the party is. A huge barn with a farm house and field at the end of the road. I see Mickey in the distance wearing a sexy American flag dress, I run up to her.
"Damn girl you lookin' sexier than a horse on a ride." I slap her ass, hoping it wouldn't show how excited I really was.
Mickey bit her lip and looked me down.
"Where the drugs at Mick?!" I say right around her friends. People around me even heard I don't give no fucks.
Mickey grabs my hand and we walk around to the front of the barn. There's a huge table of drinks and bottles of liquor. She presents it to me and I grab a shot and make myself not puke.
"Damn I feel drunk already." What can I say I'm a lightweight. I look at Mickey feeling wonky but mostly wanting to feel cool. I stare at her after.
"Mick, baby, where the drugs?!" I say louder this time giggling. She laughs at me and chugs the Tequila.
"Come on babygirl, you want drugs? I'll give you drugs baby.." Mickey took my hand and guided me upstairs of the barn.
There was a small mattress on the floor with brown stains all over I didn't give no fucks. We sat down all alone and Mickey took off her backpack and took out a small box. Inside the box she revealed a spoon with a small baggie with brown stuff. She also took out a needle, like the kind at the doctor has. The end the needle looked a little rusty but I was ready, I didn't care. Mickey looked into my eyes, I stared into her blackheads of delight. Her lips were thin and dainty. She took out the lighter and grabbed the dope to put in the spoon. She lit that shit and it melted down, grabbed the rusty needle and got some. Next she shoved it into the last visible vein on her arm and then into mine after putting the rest in. I instantly felt a jolt of happiness and I accidentally added another stain to the mattress...Let's just say there's a tigers blood clenching to the fibers. My eyes rolled back into my head.
"You okay there Garthie?" Mickey asks concerned. "This my uncles dope. He gave it to be before he died. Best in town. Uncle Willy Delight, named it after him cause he overdosed from it, it rocks."
I lay back as I get nauseous and tired.
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Gartha Meets Geo
RomanceGartha has struggled with her weight her whole life. Follow her on her journey of friendship, romance, and accepting her fate.