Stingy: a Jordan knight love story book 2

Chapter 19

It's another day, other week on the road. Sometimes it's long and longly on the road. I miss my girlfriend so much. I can't stop thinking about her. But I have to keep my mind occupied. So I'm going to focus on our show in Philadelphia tonight. I just need something to do before that to keep my mind occupied.

We're finally here boys, the bus driver told us. Now remember be careful and stay close together. We're always carful Donnie relied back as he walk pass the bus driver. As I got up from the couch and started heading to the door. I couldn't stop thinking about what Hannah was doing and if she was this broken as I was. I just want to see her and hold her again in my arms. I just wanted her back here with me but I know that can't happen right now. I wounded if she was thinking about me or was she happy being back home or if she was miserable without me...... or did she just move on and she's with some other guy. A lot is going through my mind. Hey Jordan!! I hear as I was daydreaming. I hear it again. Hey Jordan! Are you okay? Jon ask me. What!! Huh!!! What did you say? I respond back to Jon. I ask if you was okay because you seem out of it. So what's up? Are you okay? Yea Jon I'm fine, I was just thinking about Hannah. I just miss her. Yea... I get that Jordan but you'll see her again but for now. We have this whole city to ourselves. Why don't we just take the day and explore the city! What do you think?!? It should be fun!!! I guess Jon. Okay cool let's go!! We're going to do some exploring and we'll be back in a few hours. See y'all later. Okay but be carful our Manager said.

Meanwhile back with Hannah and kris
I miss Jordan so much Kris. I know Hannah but we couldn't tour with them all summer even if you want to and that would be awesome if we could. I would love that so much but it's not about me right now. It's about you missing Jordan. So how can I help you and make this summer a little better without thinking about Jordan every minute and getting upset about missing  him. I really don't know. I just need to keep my mind busy and do something that makes me happy. We can go to the boardwalk and ride some of the roller coasters there? I heard when we was away, they finally finished the new roller coaster and it's finally open! Do you wanna ride it? Hannah smile at kris and said Hell yea!!! Let's go!! Cool beans!!

Back to Jon and Jordan in Philadelphia
So how's the pizza Jon? It's really good. so having fun? Feeling any better? Yes I am. I know we don't hang out much but  I'm trying to help you feel better even if it's just a little bite better. anything is better than feeling down all the time. Jordan started to laugh, it's a lot better now that I'm hanging out with the best older brother. I'm happy that we get to hang out and take a break from all of this crazy stuff. True, it will get to you sometimes and you just need to take a break and be normal for once and a while. An to remind yourself that it's all worth it and to stay calm and keep going. I love making our fans happy but it does get to me to sometimes and I just don't wanna do it anymore. But than I see how happy we make the fans and it's all worth it. That's so true Jon and I think the same way too and it is so worth it. Just seeing how we make our fans so happy and how we bring them so much joy. It's the best feeling ever. It just hard sometimes because I feel alone sometime and I know I'm not but it's just how I feel sometimes. Jordan look at me, I get it, trust me but you're not alone. It's the road that makes you feel like this. But I'm here for you and Danny, Joey and Donnie is there for you too. This past year you grew a lot and I'm so happy of the young man that you're becoming. An you make me proud to be your brother. So I get how you feel and if you need to talk, I'm always here for you. I know Jon and I love you! I love you too. We both smiled and started to laugh. So now get over and give me a hug.....