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Lately

"Lately, I've been thinking maybe, I need to be honest, honest with myself. Save me, I don't plan on changing, caught up in the same things, all me, no one else. Daydreaming confused and often misconstrued, my intentions they are pure, I never can be sure..." -Ravi, Lately (on Spotify)

I keep replaying moments in my head.

Seconds, minutes, hours I found myself spending with him.

Is it bad that I enjoyed myself so much?

Is it wrong to wish and hope one day he could see me as something more?

I don't even know how he looks at me now...

-.-

Age is nothing but a number but why does it feel that with him the odds are against me?...

I say this but then I have these moments when I'm almost certain I could really mean something to him.

I see it when I sleep and always regret that it was just a dream

Hope that doesn't sound weird or anything...

>~<

He came to me when I was sleep

I really wish I'd never woken from that dream

He was beautiful and perfect to me...

But I woke up

And now I'm always hoping to see him while I sleep

^.^