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Death of a Best Friend...

Hey guys... I don't really know what to usually say when something like this happens... But I'm going to keep it brief...

Earlier today of Thursday, April 30th, 2020... My cat Nemo... had passed away...

I don't usually do something like this as I hate the talk of stuff like this... But she was basically...everything to me...

I don't remember how old I was or what year I first saw Nemo... But it was on a rainy night when I was... 6-years-old maybe? There was a party or something happening in my house that my parents were having and my dad (I think) comes in from outside with a box.

In the box held two kittens that were sisters... In our care I had named them Dory and Nemo from yeah, Finding Nemo, because I was a kid at the time and had seen it. We couldn't keep both as one would go to my cousins house and one would stay here. So, I chose Nemo.

Nemo was always fun to cuddle and would sometimes follow us to the porches or basement by accident. Getting herself stuck in those areas and meowing to get help. I would feel so bad when that happens to her and loved when she would come up to me when I sat by myself in areas of the house she usually hung around at.

Nemo was the most playful and lovable cat that I enjoyed being nearby each day as she would be with me when I was sad at times. Every time I stayed with her and pet her, she would purr for as long as I was there because she LOVED the attention. Haha... ha...

But... she had come down with a sickness that was causing her pain and not being able to normally do things she could do because of it... When the situation wouldn't reverse itself... My parents had to...take her in and be put down... The docs or whoever deals with animals gave Nemo a sedative to put her to sleep and then another to... *takes a breath* you know what I mean...

I couldn't be there because I didn't want to see anything... I didn't want to be with my parents when they took Nemo in... Took her to my Grandpa's place to bury her there... If I did... I felt like I would shatter... Nemo was... and will be my only cat... Getting another to love or take care of another cat... will never be the same for me... And it's sad and worse for me... I can only express my sadness through here as no matter how much I WANTED to cry. To CRY when I lost Nemo... My body would not do it for me... I can't cry for Nemo's death... And that makes me feel pathetic that I can't cry for her...

Rest in Peace: To a friend, lover, and cuddler.

Nemo Kerr.

April 30, 2020