Mask

MASK 2: VOICE

Athira's POV.

After that thing happened to me and Ariana I already expected that she'll report me to my dad and obviously he's into Ariana's side

*knock knock

I reached for my face/mouth mask and wear it and asked the person who knocked

"What?"

"Ma'am Athira, your father is calling you. Andun siya sa baba."

As expected, di ko pa mapaglaban itong sarili ko ki Ariana kasi kahit siya yung nauuna ako parin yung pinapagalitan

And I just answered her okay and went to his office downstairs

"Dad?"

"What did you do to Ariana again? Why did you punched her? Bakit ba palagi mo nalang siya ginaganyan? She's trying to be a good cousin to you tapos yan lang yung igaganti mo? Nag mana ka talaga sa nanay mo"

"Wag na wag mo nanaman isasali sa usapan si mom, she's already dead tapos idinadamay mo pa siya dito and this is between me and that fucking Ariana. Wag ka ng makisali pa and even though I'll explain to you what really happened di ka rin naman maniniwala ih. Diba nga ikinikahiya mo ko? HAHAHA don't worry aalis rin ako once I graduated total pabigat rin naman po ako sainyo ih. Just because of a small mistake ito na yung itatrato niyo sakiin. If you're ashamed of me well I am ashamed to my own father too." 

After I told him this words, he shouted at me again at nilapitan ako at sinampal

this feeling is mutual

"Lumalaki ka ng pa-urong, how could you say that to your own father? Don't you do that to your cousin again di mo nga kayang saktan yung isang tao pinapapatay ko tapos kapag siya ang galing mong gumanyan. Yes, I'm really ashamed and disappointed of you becoming my daughter."

"Ayun, inamin rin."

*smirk*

And he shouted at me again and told me to leave and I went outside his office and left him there

To be honest, I really hate it talking back to my father but I can't help it. He is just so unfair and favoritism.

I went to my room and took my guitar and the keys of my room and my car and a small knife and placed it inside my socks and left

I locked my door and left and I went on our basement and rode inside my car and turned on its engine and wait for a few minutes before I drove to the place which is a garden where I unwind and calm myself down

And when I got there I parked my car and since this place is hidden and has a gate that covers it inakyat ko iyon together with my guitar and when I'm already inside I went to the big tree at pumwesto dun

And I begun singing

*now playing: truth untold by BTS (english and girl version)

I wake up in a castle
In a blossoming garden
Feeling so lonely
I hung myself in this mess filled with thorns

I know I look so pathetic here especially I'm singing a song that describes me but atleast this song calm myself down

Tell me what do they call you?
Where are you running off to?
Oh, could you tell me?
I found you kept away in this garden

It really hurts especially the only person who is left for you doesn't care about you anymore

And I know your warmth is
The closest to reality, the flowers that you picked for me
Reaching for your hand