Is it okay to feel this way?

I think I love you

It was 6:34 pm when Aj got home, he had just got back from his shift at the local cafe he's been working at for the last two years. Aj had moved to New York City all the way from California two years ago, with his best friend from high school named Dylan, shortly after he graduated. The two have been by each other's side for years and wouldn't have it any other way. Dylan was already home from his job lounging on the couch watching Hunter x Hunter. Dylan worked at a record store down the street so he didn't have to worry about gas money and things that Aj had to worry about.

Aj sighed, stepping out of his shoes and setting them on the shoes rack by the door, "I'm home!" Aj called out leaving an echo in the apartment. Dylan looked up from his spot on the couch and smiled brightly at his friend, "Hi Aj! how was work?" He smiled back at Dylan's kindness, "it was good, how was your day cutie?" Aj said as he walked into the apartment going towards his bedroom door but stopping waiting for Dylan's response. He turned to Dylan to see what was taking so long only to see his face a bright shade of red.

Cutie. That's all he said, Cutie. Dylan has been feeling this way for awhile. He can't comprehend why it is that he feels this way towards Aj now. Whenever Aj so much as smiles at him Dylan's face becomes hot. It's odd to Dylan. He doesn't know when this started or why, but it just keeps happening. He doesn't like it. Aj is just his friend and he's straight, there's no way he could have feelings for him.

Dylan felt Aj starring at him. What was he suppose to do? Its obvious why he's blushing, there's no way he can come up with an excuse on the spot. Aj sighed, "well I'm going to go take a shower and get out of these clothes. Call me if you need anything." Followed by a slam, Aj went to go get ready for the night. Dylan, still flustered on the couch got up and went to go look in the mirror in his own bathroom to check how he looked.  As he turned on the light and turned to look at himself in the mirror, as if it was possible, Dylan's face became even more hot. 'Fuck he totally knows,' Dylan thought as he stared at his reflection more. He sighed kicking the sink,  walking out of the restroom and slamming the door. As soon as he walked out he heard something come from Aj's room, as if Aj is calling out to him. Maybe he's in trouble?

Dylan rushed into Aj's room panicking, hoping his best friend isn't hurt. He heard the shower running and barged into Aj's restroom only to see through the shower curtain Aj holding onto the wall for support and moaning Dylan's name loudly. Aj stopped as soon as he heard small foot steps approach him and turned to look at the door only to see Dylan standing there in shock with a red face. "I-It's not what it looks like!" Aj said as he turned off the water and grabbed a towel to hide his -obvious- boner and wrapped it around his waist. Shocked by what he saw, Dylan stepped closer to Aj wanting to break the distance between them, "I don't mind it. But you could've asked me for help you know." Aj and Dylan were so close to each other they could feel one another's hot breath on their face.

Not being able to take it anymore, Aj closed the distance and placed his lips on top of Dylan's. Dylan just stood there shocked, not knowing what to do. He didn't expect for this to happen, did Aj feel the same all along?  Angry with not getting a response from Dylan, Aj's hands travel down he's back slightly squeezing at his Butt causing Dylan to moan in pleasure. Aj smirked slipping his tongue into Dylan's mouth assaulting it. As they both fight for dominance, Aj picks Dylan up, as he yelps and holds onto him tight, and carries him to his bed.

Aj lays him down and towers over him, "you have no idea how long i've waited to do this." Dylan blushes and turns his head away from Aj, he doesn't dare want to face him. "Hey, look at me," Aj pleas, "Come on look at me." Dylan refuses shaking his head to which Aj sighs at and dives down into his open neck kissing and sucking at it leaving marks.

Dylan moans as he tries to pull Aj off, "stop it what are you doing? we're just friends." Aj moves from his neck back up to his face and smirks, "friends?" His hand travels down to Dylan's boner rubbing it slightly, "last time I check, friends don't get hard for each other." Dylan breaths out, "s-shut up, you were the one jerking off t-to me." Aj stops his movements and looks Dylan dead in the eye, "and who was the one who walked in on me and watched as I did it? What if I didn't notice you and kept going? Would you have stayed and watched? Dirty boy." Dylan frowns, "N-No I wouldn't h-have. I would've told you to stop," He tries to take Aj off of him but he refuses to budge and keeps rubbing at his length, "Is that so? It seemed like you wanted to come in and help me." Aj removes his hands from Dylans bulge, taking off his shirt and kissing his stomach, "God Dylan you have no idea how long I've wanted to do this to you, Seeing you blush all the time when all I do is breath was such a turn on. You and your cute fucking face. You have no idea what you do to me," Aj licks Dylan's abdomen slowly finding his way to his nipples. Dylan can't believe this is happening, how did it escalate to this? He's not complaining, he's liked Aj for months but couldn't bring himself to say it. Does this mean Aj feels the same?