Why Must it be you?

Chapter 15

"I missed you soooo much." My mom said hugging me tightly. "I missed you too." I said enjoying the comfort of my mom. "Where have been!?" She asked. "I'm sorry for going off like that. I went to school in New York." I lied. "Why didn't you tell me!? My daughter's back! She's back." She cried. So many tears were being shed for different reasons. I have never planned on returning home but I had thoughts about it. I didn't know how I was gonna do it. But atleast I don't have to be afraid anymore. I have freedom. I can be free and do what ever I please. Is this what I strived for? I'm back home. Where I belong? But this doesn't feel like home. I guess what I thought was best for me isn't whats best for me. It's him.

I slowly entered my old room. Felt so empty. The wind pushing against the curtains. Right about now he would have his arms around me comforting me. He sway us from left to right just like were dancing. The good times with him made me fall deeper in love with than before. Bad times made me feel we can always work it out. The abuse was not physical but emotional. Its like he knew just how to cure them. I will not he does it very well because he knows when he has done wrong. He tries to fix it. Then again he just goes off and hurts innocent people. Since he couldn't hurt me. My heart started to ache. I slowly walked in and laid on my bed.

Its been 4 months since I seen him and I was just a mess. I called him and he never answered. I couldn't take it. Losing him was like losing Toby who I seen a few weeks back. I visit him every two weeks seeking for help. I keep getting these mixed messages. I just want to see him. I walked into a coffee shop. I got a hot chocolate, his favorite. Ugh. I need to get him off my mind. I sat down lost in thought. I felt eyes on me. "Please…" I whispered looking out the window. I know hes here but where? Its this weird bond we share. Like we know exactly how the other feels. I put my hand over my heart and stared into the distance. I seen someone in a black hoodie looking at me. I couldn't see their face. They pointed at me. I turned away then looked back. They were gone. I felt a chill run up my spine. I got up and left. I slowly walked through the street. I came inside a shop. I walked through it and some guy stood in my way.

"Hi." He said. "Hi?" I say more like a question. "Are you new because I haven't seen you around before". He said. "I just back." I say. He nods. "From where?" He asked. "New York." I lied. He smiles brightly. "Well its nice to see you. You'll love it here." He said. "I know. I've lived here before." I say annoyed. "What would you like today?" He asked. For you to leave me alone. "To get through." I say. He laughs lightly then suddenly takes my arm. I push him off. "Stop. Please move." I say and try to go past him. He started to reach for me but suddenly stopped. He was looking behind me. He dashed away. I slowly turned around. The guy I haven't seen for months is standing in front of me. I didn't even have time to think. I jumped on him and hugged him with all my might. "You miss me?" He asked. So much.
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