Why Must it be you?

Chapter 13

I woke up and for some reason the air felt nice and refreshing.He was right next to me with that tight grip. I move slightly and faced him. This is the love of my life. Why must I have fallin' in love with you? I asked myself. Was it out of the ordinary? Good people normally stay away from bad. There was somethimg about this one. Why must it be you? I could take off but I don't know anywhere to take off to. Plus last night I figured out why he knew everywhere I was. I thought it was some sort of chip or tracking device but no. He's everywhere I am. No movement and only I was awake. I just stared at him. My fiance. I agreed to this. I let it go so far. I won't let it get to me no more. I don't want to feel this way.
"Morning beautiful." He smiled. I jumped out of my thoughts. "You can't keep doing this to me." I start out getting right to the point. He takes a moment to keep calm. "Doing what?" He asked. "Doing something unforgivable and apologising to me thinking it makes it better. Your hurting me. Inside and out." I admit. Will he listen to how I feel? "I'm hurting you? In and Out!?" He asked. I didn't want to make him mad and I was still in his grip that was tightening." Your...your..." I say putting my hands on his arms trying to loosen the grip. "I'm what?!!" He asked sharply. I didn't say anything he slowly released me. I laid next to him. He entwined our hands together. This so unhealthy.

So all day he didn't listen to me at all. He disappeared and told me to stay here. I'm just like where's that fire inside me? Where's my rebellious side that I have 14 hours ago? I could leave but then I'll be right back to where I started. If he can leave then so can I. I put on my shoes and slipped on a rain coat. It was raining outside. I made my way to the lobby. I seen a teenage girl around my age sitting near a plant crying. I walked over to her. "Hey. Are you okay?" I asked her. She jumped back a little in surprise. "I'm sorry for scaring you." I say. She chuckles lightly and wipes her face. "Yeah. I'm fine." She said. I gave her a look. "Pretty ladies don't sit and cry when their fine." I say. She nods. "It's just I have so much to tell but I can't because..." She stops. "Because your afraid." I say. She nods and slightly smiles. "I know what you mean." I say looking down. She places her hand on my shoulder. "Have you ever felt blinded by love?" She asked suddenly. I looked at her surprised. Due to my reaction she took it as a yes. "Why? Have you?" I asked her. She had tears form but she blinked them back. "I love him so much but he doesn't seem to understand that and I just feel that he doesn't love me as much as I love him. Sorry I'm rambling but I just need talk out because if I didn't soon, I would burst." She said and took a breath. So she's basically in my shoes. "I understand and I happen to be in your position also." I say. She seemed like she was gonna say something but she gripped my shoulder tightly all of a sudden. The guy that I seen just yesterday walked up. I bit my lip and turned my face. "Ariel. Lets go." He said. She held me even tighter. "Help me." She mumbled. "You can talk to your new friend later but lets go." He said. "There is no later. Were leaving aren't we?" She asked. Leaving!? Definately in my shoes. He walked over to us. Out the corner of my eye, I see him take her hand. "Were in this together. Lets go." He whispered in her ear. She let go of my shoulder. "Okay. Just give us a second." She told him. He nodded and walked over the desk lady. Probably checking out. She handed me a piece of paper. "Please. Text me. Your the first I have talked to in a year and I can relate to you. I need advice and I would like it to be from you." She said. I nodded. "Bye..." She trailed off. "Laura." I say. "Bye Laura. See you soon or later." She said. I smile and nod. She quickly leaves and waves. I'm glad he didn't notice me. I looked both ways and set out for my walk.

The rain just practically just showed my mood. It had my mind setting towards Ariel and that guy. I'm guessing he's her boyfriend and I just became friends with the enemy well the enemy's girlfriend. Is this really our lives? I will have to ask her if he's just like him. I look around and the drizzles were starting to fade. I looked at the time and it was already 9 at night. When did I leave?! I turned towards the way I came from. He's gonna kill me. As I'm walking, I feel a presence behind me. I hope he's not there yet. I start walking fast. "Hi pretty lady." Some dude called behind me. "I wouldn't talk to me if I were you." I said and kept walking. "Why? What? Is there something your hiding?" He asked now walking with me. "If you keep talking to me, I'm afraid I have put your life in danger. Please walk away and don't look back." I say and continue. He looks at me confused. I put my hoodie on and turn the corner. I felt him staring at me back from the distance. I feel so bad. I quickly make it back to the hotel and it's almost 9:30. I walked in.

I slowly close the door and take off my jacket. I hang it up and as soon as I turn around, there he is. I bit my lip. I'm in trouble. "Where have you been?" He asked. "Out." I simply say. Like he didn't know. "Didn't I say to stay here?! What were you doing out?" He asked. I ran my hand through my wet hair. "Answer me!" He shouted getting off the chair. "Why does it matter to you!? You spend all day off somewhere and when you come back I don't question you so this conversation is over!" I say and stomp off. I was proud of myself for having a little confidence but I only angered him more. "Excuse me!?" He growled. I gulped. He was right behind me. I was afraid to turn around. "You were out and came a 9:30! At night! Is there something you want to tell me!?" He asked. "Yes. You are insightful and inconsiderate and demanding and I can't believe what is happening right now! You want to listen to me now huh!? I wanted to talk to you earlier today and what did you do huh!? You left me all alone in this place. Practically anywhere you move me to!!! You know how selfish that is of you!!?" I asked. I'm doing it. I'm facing my fear. Now only to avoid that face of his. "It doesn't matter anyway! You know where I was and where I am every second of everyday! You have nothing to worry about. I sit here worrying like crazy and you come home and your forcing me to do things." I say. He doesn't say anything. All I can hear is his breathing. "Forcing you to do things? Try rewording that because as if right now, I'll nicely and kindly as you to leave my love. After you do so, please call the cops and F.B.I so they know where I was last seen." He said and turned to walk away. "Where are you going!?" I asked. "There is...Something I need to take care of. If you choose to stay, you better be asleep when I return." He said and with that he left me. What is he about to do!? I had less stress on my shoulders now that I said that. But for some reason my heart felt extremely heavy and my gut says something bad is about to transpire. I take off my shoes and sit on the bed. Ross? Come Back!!!
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