Your Typical Fairytale, Not!

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This is a work of fiction. Names, places, events and incidents are purely from author's imagination. Any resemblance to a real person, place, event and incident are all coincidental.

"I want an annulment." Sambit ko pagkapasok pa lang n'ya ng bahay namin.

This is long overdue. Hindi naman na nagwowork ang pagsasama namin. We may not fight, we also don't talk. I realized that maybe, he just can't say it because he is really a nice man after all.

"I'm tired, Yuna." Sabi n'ya habang naglalakad paakyat sa kwarto namin.

He's always tired. Of course, he is a doctor. Kelan ba di napagod ang mga katulad nya? Pero hindi naman pwedeng laging ganun. We badly need to talk. Everything is falling apart.

"I'll just send the papers when everything is settled." Sabi ko na nakapagpahinto sa kanya. I am looking at his back. But I can still sense the tiredness and pain.

"Eto na ba talaga ang gusto mo?" He looked at me. "Will this make you happy again, Yuna?" Those eyes. I can't explain if those I see in his eyes are hate, tiredness or love? Is it possible to hate and love someone at the same time?

That's the time when I gaze away from him. NO! This will never make me happy because he will always be my happiness. He will always be the reason behind my smiles. But what should I do? It's not working anymore.

"Maybe?" I honestly said. "I don't know, Tommy." I said while looking to our wedding portrait. What happened to us?

"Decide when you're sure and not when your emotions are high." I can feel that he's getting tired of our conversation.

Do you know what hurts more? It is when he didn't bother to stop me with this annulment. Yes, he asked. But he didn't stop me. It was like, I can decide and he will never care.

"I'll move out." That's what I'm sure of. Maybe I need fresh start after everything that happened between us. Maybe WE need a fresh start.

"Are you sure about that?" No stopping. Just making sure. What should I expect? He would never decide for us.

"Yes." I almost choke. But I stopped myself. Even for the last time, I want him to see a strong Yuna.

"Okay." Konti na lang, Yuna. Sa sasakyan ka na umiyak.

"Goodbye, Tommy." I said and started walking.

I heard a sigh. "There's no goodbye for us, Yuna. You'll always be my wife." And that's when he started to walk again.

When I heard the opening and closing of the door, I didn't bother to reach my car to breakdown. I started crying right there and then.

Oh God, what happened to my fairytale? Is this the end? Please lead me to the right path. I still believe that he is my end game. Give us strength to be happy again. To see Your will again.

Note:
- Hindi po ito masyadong pambata. Many vulgar words and incidents not suitable for young minds. Read at your own risk.
- Uunahan ko na kayo ha? I can't promise to update everyday. But I will update every week.