This is my first time to write a story! Sorry for the wrong grammars and everything. Hahaha. Baguhan lang po. 😂
ctto of the pict. hihi.
* All the characters, events, and other stuffs were just coincidence. Read at your own risk.*
DISCLAIMER:
Hindi po ako bihasang author. I'm just a newbie and an author to be. Hekhek.
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Does leaving is the easiest way to ease the pain?
How long can i endure the pain?
Maybe God wanted me to be strong to handle everything he will throw at me.
Hirap umiyak, tapos wala ka namang jowa.
I laugh at my own thought. Mukha na siguro akong luka dito, pagkatapos umiyak natawa. Hahaha.
Napapatingin ako sa kapiligiran and i know coming back to the Philippines is a big challenge for me.
Kakauwi ko lang from Maldives at on my way home nakapag emote na naman ako sasakyan pa lang. Ghourl anuena?
I'm not a cry baby. People would always see me smiling, laughing with my friend and families and everyone i knew.
I know losing people is just normal, lalo na kung masyado ng toxic diba? Pero bakit namimiss ko siya? Up until now, my memories with him keep flashing back. The days that we're together and the promises that i knew he can't fufill anymore now.
The bitterness of life cannot stop me from achieving my dream and now that im close to my dream, i will do everything to make that happen.
You know what my dream is?
*phone beeps*
Fr. Nanay
Are u on your way home?
Miss na agad ako ni Inay. So i respond immediately.
To: Everything
Yes po, Nay. Miss mo na agad ako? Hahaha Loveyou Nay.
The reason why i came back here is because of her and my profession. Sila na lang yung meron ako. Wanna know why?
Because eventually, i only had one friend. And that one friend is one of the reason why i would like to fulfill my dream and that is REVENGE!
IF EVER AGAIN, the same scenario cross our lives, would i still choose you as my friend?
Ito na naman yung mga iniisip ko about sa past. Napapaiyak talaga ako kapag ito yung naaalala ko. And everyday ko siya naaala, kaya kahit wala na akong luha, nasa puso ko pa rin yung pighati.
Ang hirap.
Sobrang sakit mawalan.
Sobrang sakit hindi mapili.
©️annelysium
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