Our Thoughts

CHAPTER 6

Hero

When I said she didn't stop me, that was a lie.

"What the fuck? Don't think you kissing me is going to fix anything because it isn't." Jo says when I thought we were going to make love. 

"Listen I am sorry about snapping you but I don't want my parents to get a divorce, no one should go through that." I explain, sincerely may I add.

 "No I'm sorry, I shouldn't have taking it too personal." she shakes her head and before I know it she kisses me.

It wasn't passionate or lustful it was a peck. Better than nothing right?

Josephine tells me we shouldn't rush things, for us not to get a relationship. She was here for mercy not me. I completely understand where she's coming from so I agree with her not strong enough to fight for her, I'm nothing but weak.

I also mention if its best we don't keep ourselves away from each other as it will only be awkward and surprisingly she agrees saying it would be too weird, she wouldn't like the tension.

Not the sexual tension but the awkward tension between us.

I still can't admit myself to her.

How much this girl changed my life just less than a week, within two days.

It's better to cut things loose, I know after I go work I will back to my usual routine.

Work.
Drink.
Fuck Girls.
Work.
Drink.
Work.
Fuck girls.
Work.

Yeah I guess I'm a player, even with fame. I'm not shamed to admit which is weird. My best friend Felix tells me he would embarrass but I don't know why he would.

So I'm glad me and Josephine ain't together.

*I also think that it would be best to follow this amazing person on @JosephineAndHero* I hear Josephine shout as I leave to go to my room

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Please I begging you not to kill me for a short chapter.
Also did you like the way I made jo say to follow my account?