Roses and Guns

Chapter 4 (The Kiss)

I've been wanting to start taking photos again but I never got the chance to do it after moving into this place some of the things I loved had to be on the back burner. But now it seems like I won't really have time for anything and that's fine really, after what happened with that guy I'm kinda clinging to him. He's the only person I can trust even though I don't remember him from kindergarten.

I never have remembered anything from before my parents died. I knew things were going to be weird if I didn't. I mean I could have all my books out, I have so many, Books, Journals, everything I literally have a library. I need to go back to my parent's house and get things that I have refused to get for years now. A past I didn't want to remember but now I think it's time to go back. I can't help feeling there's something I'm missing.

"Dimitri Since I've packed everything I really need, do you think you could take me to my parent's old house to get something? It's very important there are things I left behind." I said to him. There are maybe 5 things I want to get maybe more. My mom's old sweater, A box from my old room that held some important things and a few knick-knacks. Most of the things from the old house I kept with me like photos and old boxes with family things.

"Yeah, that's fine." He said. He smiled at me helping the guys he brought to pack my entire life away, besides the things I'm throwing away that I assume I don't need or that I don't want anymore.

"Can we go now most of this stuff won't come with us because I don't need it." I said to him " But I really need the stuff that was left there."

"Okay Yeah we can go everything is basically in a moving truck so yeah we should be good to leave. You have everything you want to be packed right?" He asked me. I looked around my room to double-check and make sure I had everything packed.

"I have everything packed," I said and looked up at him s I finished packing the box I was packing. "Also when we end up going to your house I need to go through everything to make sure I absolutely need it."

"Yeah that's fine Bridgit," He said my name sending a shiver down my spine. I looked at him closely this time closer than I did when I first met him. He wasn't as scary as I had seen him he was tall but hotter than anyone I'd ever seen in my life. He looked very professional. He had slacks on and a button-up shirt that was black. All Black. He made me heat up. I don't think he knows but he made me feel all gooey and weak. I know it was wrong to feel this way about a man I barely knew. He made me feel special without even doing anything. I hadn't been close to anyone in a long time. "You ready?" He asked me as he helped me stand up.

"Yes," I said and grabbed my purse which was on the kitchen counter. I followed behind him to the front door, he let me out first and turned to the men.

"When you are done I need this stuff taken to my side of the mansion and set at the front of the room don't put anything anywhere else." He said it in a tone that meant business, there was no joking or sensitivity to the men. He then put his hand on my lower back, pressing me away from the apartment and we headed down to the parking garage. I walked over to my Audi and got in. "Hey, I'm going to follow you there so we can put anything me need into my sedan." He said as he shut my door after. I nodded to him and pulled out of my parking space and headed out.

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When we got to my parent's house I took a deep breath it's always hard coming to the house my parent were killed in. I walked up to the front door and opened it. It was musky in there I waled back into my old room, I looked around the walls were grey I loved and still do. I went to a very specific spot that if you weren't paying attention you could miss. A wooden box laid there with a lock, in it was some of my favorite things from childhood, pictures mainly. I picked it up even though it was extremely heavy and went to my parent's old room. I grabbed my mom's old sweater that she wore all the time and he jewelry box that was very special it had her engagement right and wedding band.

"Are you okay?" he asked, "I mean being in this house." I don't get why he cares so much, I'm just a girl.

"Yeah but there's a lot of good and bad memories," I told him. I put the jewelry box by the wooden one and put the sweater on as I also grabbed the blanket that still reminded me of them. "Can you help and put this stuff on the couch please?" I asked he nodded in response. He picked the thongs up with ease and damn did he look fine as fuck. Excuse me but he was very hot. I followed him and when he put the items down I couldn't help but kiss him. I jumped up and he caught me and I locked our lips. He kissed back immediately.

"Woah there," he said breathless pulling away.

"What?" I asked

"I wasn't expecting you to do that baby girl," he said and I was immediately turned on, burning at my core wanting more as my legs were wrapped around him.

"I want you." I sated blankly, I didn't even know if I was serious.

"All in good time my love," he said. I nodded before he kissed me and backed me into a wall pressing hard. I could feel everything on his body. "Now you get anything else you need and we will leave right after."

"Can we have some of the stuff here packed?" I asked.

"Yes I can have the boys come now with boxes," he said

"Thank you." I then started grabbing more stuff to bring. I brought a lot of my dad's old tee shirts that I wanted to make into a quilt but never had the time to do that. So It never happened. I went through every room until I had got everything I wanted into the living room which has gone untouched in years nothing new and nothing moved.