it's too complicated {mgk}

the calm before the storm

ophelia's pov

once we made it back to colson's house i was just going for drop him off and go home seeing after the interview he really didn't have anything left for the day. i was caught in a daze while waiting for him to get out of the car and walk in

all the sudden i see his hand wave in front of my face

"o"
"phe"

"what- huh" i said looking at him confused

"i asked if you wanted to stay for the pool party we're having later today?"

"um i don't know"

"come on have some fun all you have been doing is work then go home and that's it lately" he said

"as if i have some fun. we all went out last weekend to that bar" i say. remembering how after i got home jack had slapped me and asked why i would dress like a whore in front of drunk guys. then keep asking me if i cheated. because now all he thinks of me as is a "cheating whore" every no i said would just be another slap until my nose started bleeding, jack got scared i would bruise on my face and just got in his car and left and didn't come home for the night. witch i thanked god for.

"really and you call being a dd fun, you didn't even take one shot, stay for the party and get plastered with us" he asked almost begging me to stay

"okay but can jack come" i asked

i couldn't really tell what his facial expression was. it went from smiling to trying to force a smile like he was caught or guard by my question.

"yes as long as your getting fucked up with us"

i smiled looked at him smiling while turning the car off and getting out with him. i guess keeping a bathing suit and extra clothes in your car comes in handy.

while we were gone emma, casie's mom had picked casie up. so me or colsons won't see her for a little bit.

i watched colson walk in the house and i stayed back for a min so i could call jack really quickly.

after a couple rings he finally answered

"do you have to call me while i'm at work" he asked

"i didn't think about it, i'm sorry. but colson is throwing this pool party and i was wondering if you wanted to come over later for it" i asked as nicely as possible anything could set him off. anything.

"why would i want to see my slut of a girlfriend prance around with men that she's fucked"

i started to wonder i heard him right. like did my ears just listen to that right. did he really just say that

"what cat got your tongue because you know it's true? do whatever you want. i mean you already do. i'm not going." he said not even giving me a chance to say anything before he hung up on me

that just killed my mood

now i have to fake everything

i can't let anyone know

i don't even want to believe this is my life right now

i walk in like nothing even happened. and i here everyone say my name like that hadn't seen me that morning

"look what the cat dragged in" i here dre say

"what a sexy ass women?" i look at him waiting for him to say something snarky

"wouldn't call you sexy" he said

"oooo i would" i look at rook who had said it and gave him a wink before i started walking off to the bathroom to get changed.