After a couple minutes I went downstairs. I wasn't trying to show how mad I was. it was hard.
M-why you look so Angry(he said waiting for a response)
Y-I'm Not!
M-ok whatever you say!
Y-mattia shut up plz
M-someone's on there period!
Y-Nahh I'm not but thanks for assuming!
M-ok just tell me why you acting like this!
Y-there's No reason(I said as I grabbed my water from out of the fridge)
M-just tell me you can trust me!
Y-No tf I can Not trust you.
M-yess you can tell me!
Y-ok you wanna know!
M-ya I do
Y-ok well I got a phone call from Derek and some hoe picked up the phone and basically said Derek is Fucking her!
M-you don't Deserve that!
Y-and I Deserve you🥱
M-yes I'm better and I learned from my mistakes!
Y-stop lying to your self your just like Every other guy!
M-ya but you had feelings for this guy. You loved this guy!
Y-you also messed it up and I lost feelings.
M-I love you I actually care about you. You act like ima leave and go fuck some hoe on the streets.
Y-ya I do act like that because you done it plenty of time.
M-is that what you really think of me!
Y-yes.yes it is!
M-you stupid bitch. This is why nobody treats you right do you see how you act to people(he said as he yelled)
Y-maybe you should start treating girls right and Not use them(I said yelling back)
M-how tf do I use them I wanna know that!(he said as he walked out the door)
As he walked out they door he slammed it. It kinda made me jump. After I put Leilani&Mateo down for a nap because they were tired. I started the bath. After I grabbed some candles and my whine. I then lit the candles up. I started undressing. While I took off my shift there was a big bruise on my back. After I was fully undressed. I got in the warm water it felt so good. I sat there a thought about what mattia said and that big fight we got into. I feel like I can Never have a real relationship somebody always has to to ruin it. I started to get my hair wet when I felt tears running down my face I couldn't hold the pain&Anger back anymore I had to let it out. I wanted to kill someone. After a couple minutes I got out I grabbed. White towel around my hurting body. I then grabbed my toothbrush and started brushing my teeth. After I was done I washed my mouth out. Then I brushed my hair I put all my products in. Then I washed my face white all my routine stuff. I picked out my clothes. I put this on.
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After I picked up in the bathroom. I went downstairs and made some food. After I was done I sat on the couch waiting to see if mattia would come back I kinda missed him but I needed to get him off my mind.
