Lyrics

False Confidence

"And I wonder why I tear myself down

To be built back up again

Oh I hope somehow, I'll wake up young again

All that's left of myself

Holes in my false confidence

And now I lay myself down

And hope I wake up young again"

This song is so upbeat but also really deep at the same time. Every time I know I'm going to see them I actually make an effort on myself. They are the only person I really care about making myself look good for. I'm one of those people who will just throw on anything and go with it. But when it comes to them, I second guess everything. I just want to go back to not caring about all the stuff again. I want to go back to when I was younger and I could scoff at what I'm going through now.