LOLA

~Part One~

Meeting Lucas made my life better and I could never wish for anything more than that
I remember back in San Diego, California, where I lived with my parents and my sister and also Where i studied with Hailey ,  I worked in a dvd store and I fell in love with the manager who was ten years older than me since I was 16 then.. I was always all over him and when I tried flirting with him he would shove me off ..which made me hurt deep down.. then I realized the feelings weren't mutual .. I was so heartbroken and stupid to fall in love with him
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I met a guy at the store and fell in love with him..he was cute ,manly and was everything I wanted but he was too old ...That  didn't matter ...I began to come to the store each day to see him but he was like the guy at the video store who shoved me off every time... he always teased me knowing how much I loved him  and I knew I was so pathetic
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The rain began to fall heavily one night while returning from the place I work (the dvd store) , i began to run under the rain when I got hit by a car
All I could remember was a man carrying me before I fell unconscious
When i regained consciousness,I found myself at the hospital. That was when a man came him
"Hi ...are you okay now?"

He was so handsome and manly ..he was like the man I had always dreamt off .. his midnight black hair fell over his tanned face covering part of his right eye... he had a broad smile as he approached me..
"Yes" I replied

He came close to me and I could feel him breathing ...my heart began to pound like really fast...I blinked and smiled...he smiled back and drew himself backwards
Later I was discharged from the hospital..he took me over to a hotel where we had dinner
"I'm so sorry about the incident "

"It's ok" i managed to say while he smiled
I took a sip of water when he received a call
In a few minutes he ended the call "I got to go"

"Ooh"

"See you soon"

He walked me off to my house and I bid him goodbye
That was when I fell for him but I didn't know his name and didn't have his number
Next day I went to work waited for him to show up but he didn't
Third day I waited but still didn't show up
Fourth day I waited but I didn't feel his presence
A month ...he never showed up
I had almost forgotten about him when I was walking on the path one quiet evening ...I met him and all I could do was cry in his arms...I didn't know why I did that but I missed him,no man has ever cared for me the way he did... he put his hands around me and I felt I wasn't alone ...I cried my heart out ... muttering
"I thought you'd never show up "

He took me to that same hotel but this time it was different...he booked a room and that was where I was in the comfort of his arms all night...
Before I woke up he dropped a note
Hi Lola,
Sorry about this but I'm going to be away for sometime I couldn't tell you about this because of how broken you were last night, hope you feel better now
                                                        Love you

I wept reading the letter ...I forgot to ask his name...his phone number...his home address..I opened my duvet and saw myself naked... i couldn't do anything but cry ,this time I couldn't hold myself back...I really wanted to experience what I had last night with him, I really loved him even though he was married
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I thought my love life would continue once he returns but he hadn't come back for a year now.. in those twelve months that was where I met Hailey...a simple girl who was completely the opposite of me I think .. she wasn't a girl who fall in love with guys at the very first sight and this made me to rely on her during the pain I went through of not seeing him
I told Hailey all that happened and as a good friend she made me realize forgetting him would be better but that was an easy thing to say .. I tried in many ways to forget about him but I cried  every time I got reminded of him
So I joined an art class cos of the cute boy I gat to meet
"Don't tell me you joined art class cause of the guys "Hailey asked looking suspicious