Inconsistent Rhythm

Softly

He rubbed his head on my bottom lip, I looked up at him... His blue eyes were now green, reminding me of forests and mountains, he was such a beautiful sight. He ran his fingers through my hair, holding it back as he parted my lips with his dick. Automatically my lips rolled over his dick covering him and Keeping him inside me safely. My palms lay flat on the floor as my eyes remain in contact with him. I watch him look at me with admiration, his eyes linger to my back watching me arch my back seemed to turn him on. I had to pull away, I felt him too deep inside me I almost threw up... I felt disappointed in myself. Joel looked at me concerned. He rubbed my back. He was so caring. I felt disappointed I couldn't do throat him like a good girl. I had to practice more. I looked at him with my gagging tears and word the drool from the side of my mouth. I looked at Joel steadily and ran my tongue around his head. He let out a moan, I begin playing with my pussy as I begin licking and running my tongue on his shaft. He looked at me as if I was his prized possession with a slight desire in his eyes. I liked pleasing him, it was a bit of guilt as well, a man that could make me cum 4 times and more only came once with me. I moaned slightly from the pleasure of my fingers and my lips on Joel's dick.
It felt so good. Joel picked me up and positioned me on the side of the bed. He was about to go down on me, I stopped him. I was always abit shy to receive oral.... Instead I pulled him closer. He laughed and positioned me on top of him. I was ready for this... He opened my lips and tried sliding in me... Even though we would have sex once a month I still had trouble adjusting to his size. Joel was huge, and he would deny it on many occasions,, some days I would suffer to get out of bed, while Mr Humble had no issues. I grabbed on his shoulder and looked away, oh he begin stretching me yet again... His hands rubbed my lower back while he made conversations to keep me calm. He begin kissing me as he went deeper, my fingers tighten on him as I tensed, he asked her entrance for his tongue but I was so tense I couldn't budge. He grabbed my neck pulling me closer and said "open your mouth" I was taken back but did as he asked. He begin pushing himself deeper in me, it was difficult trying not to clench my jaw as he rawly entered me forcing his dominance. Joel was so chilled and loving, but this part I loved! It was something new but something great. In one swift motion I was on my back and his hands were intertwined in mine. My back automatically arched from the change of position and I could feel my blood gush through my veins. His arm cradled my lower back as my immediate reaction was to pull away his grip kept me in place. I've never been this turned on by this behavior. His dominance was something drool worthy. Such a gentle teddy now a full on control monster, something about it made me so wet I just loved this feeling of submitting to him. My legs spread wider, and my hands clenched the pillow underneath me tighter, at this moment I could no longer be conscious... I've lost count of how many times I've came and how many different positions I was in, I know made inaudible sounds that I had no control of. Joel stopped and said "keep the volume low" and that was all I needed. I bit into the pillow, not for long... He was on top of me, I smiled through my weak eyes, my favorite position! His entrance was an injection of energy this was so good! I lifted up on my elbows going in to kiss him, I love it when he slides right in me. The freckles on his body reminded me of the galaxy, a place he took me around 5 times when we had sex, his blue eyes of the ocean, so deep and precious hypnotizing me to submit to him.... Oh I was so close right now, I wrapped my hands on the side of his face and begged Joel to make me cum, he thrusts faster and deeper and for some reason it made me cry for more, how could my body obey someone so easily?

He begin to grunt and grab on to the bed, I felt him go deeper until he couldn't go no more. My body shivered with compliance. Something a bout him cummin in me made be feel so tired, I just wanted to cuddle.