Peaches (BoyxBoy)

I want you to be ok

I don't know what Adam did. What if he tried to take his life away because of me?

"Don't be stupid Morgan, you know damn well he tried to take his life away because of you" I whispered to myself. I held my head up with my hands as my fingers clenched my skull.

I can't deal with this shit right now. I need to go away. I need to get this apartment right now. It hurts so bad. I don't think I want to even visit Adam in the hospital. But that'd make me an asshole.

I paced back and forth in my room. Think Morgan think. I'm thinking hard enough but nothing came in mind. I fell back in bed and stared up at the ceiling. I'm just not going to go.

It'll make things one hundred times worse. I've done enough pain and destruction. Last person he wants to see is me. Well, also Sam.

"Yeah it was pretty rough out there" I heard a voice as the door slammed.
"No luck with the apartments then?" mom said.

Oh, it's Sam.

"You have a really picky daughter, I mean son" he chuckled.

Gee, that joke was super hilarious.

"You're just perfect" mom screamed laughing.

Way to go mom.

I heard footsteps creep up the stairs.
Wish he didn't come honestly.
I closed my eyes to pretend I'm sleeping.

"Morg? Are you awake" He rubbed my back softly.

I turned around and looked him in the eyes. I want to tell him what happened but I don't want to think or feel right now but I definitely feel guilty. 

"Yes, I'm awake. I'm just resting a bit" I smiled gently.  

"I won't talk about houses & apartments then" he said as he laid behind me. 

"Well, If there's good new then I'm up for listening" I inhaled and exhaled while sitting up in bed.

Sam adjusted himself next to me and hesitated before he spoke.

"Well, How was your day?" He placed his hand over mine and I flinched. 

I don't know why I did that it was just so sudden. I'm guessing I'm awfully nervous. 

"You don't want me touching you Morg?" he bit his lip and moved closer to me;breathing down my neck. He slowly inches his hand up my thigh.

I pushed myself away. "So, what happened with the apartments today, anything new?" I asked trying to change the mood. 

"Oh right, Well I think I found one but it's not an apartment, Don't be upset, but I want to live in a home" He looked me in the eyes and all I see is floating question marks above his head. 

"Okay....Where is this house located" I asked. 

He raised his eyebrows. "Well it's in Ardmore so not too far from your parents, and I scheduled our little tour for this saturday" he kissed my forehead.

I nodded and sat on the side of the bed with my back facing him. "Sam, I have something to tell you" my voice cracked. 

"What is it?" I heard him the floor creak and the sound of his footsteps coming around the bed. He stood in front of me and kneeled down.

"Adam told me his feelings for me and I hung up the phone and then Charlee called me telling me he's in the hospital" I said holding back my tears.

"Ah, I see. Well, Adam called me and we met up. We kind of had a confrontation and that's how he ended up there. He is in bad shape but he is out of your way so you don't have to worry about him Morgan. I'm here now and I will always be here with no distractions" He smiled and ruffled my hair.

The tears came running down my cheeks. I looked down at my feet.

I whispered to him: Get out...

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I say this all the time but I am trying my best with getting this story on track !