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Type: angst
Warning: a lot of crying and a lot of gay shiz so if you don't like that then why are you reading this book oh and swearingHis POV
I was sitting alone in my room while my mum and dad shouted at each other non stop and threatening divorces left right and centre as hot tears ran down my face as they slowly fell I clouds hear the pitter patter of the tears on my bed sheets as it just stoped and I heard some steps to my room I wiped the tears flowing from my face and my mum answered the door "hey sweetie me and your dad are going to be gone for about 3 hours so don't get into trouble bye" as she closes the door and I whisper "love you mum" as I say it I feel a tear run down my face I hear the front door shut and I slowly pick up my phone and look at the home screen it's a picture of me and the gang but one person catches my eye it was RK or Ree kid me and him are inseparable we do anything and everything together but he live across town and when we do see each other it's mostly jokes about how he banged my mum (umm Ritchie and Eddie vibes from it IT I think so) he has noodle hair and puppy dog brown eyes that anyone can fall in love with and well me I have short brown hair and browny hazily eyes and I carry an asthma pump anywhere I go because I have really bad asthma all I dress in now is fucking a hoodie and jeans because it's winter and it is not fucking ok for me as I smile at the picture I hear a tap at my window as I open my curtains I see a smiling RK and his smile drops as soon as he sees me I hear a muffled "what the fuck happens to you" and I look down and then up his face goes from shocked to worried to 'holy shit who died' and I opens my window he climbed in "what in the shit happened to you" he nearly shouted "be quiet with your 'WhAt In ThE sHiT hApPeNd To YoU' dick head" I say mocking him he slaps me softly in the arm and he looks down at me he mutters "why are you so short" and I hit him saying "why the fuck are your parents not fighting every night" and as soon as I realised what I had said I backed away "what did you say AJ" (that's your nickname you can change it) he says stepping forward "n-nothing RK" he looks at me and stops as I hit the wall the shelf felt wobbly on the wall and it fell as I closed my eyes I feel my arm being pulled as I fall into someone's arms I feel them pull me close to there chest and mutter "god your already perfect" and I hear the shelf slam on the ground "AJ WHAT THE FUCK" I hear him shout and I stand up and turn to see a shocked looking RK "what's wrong dude" I say brushing my knees off "I saved you and WHY THE FUCK IS THERE A FALLING SHELF" as he shouted that I stepped back and fell over a box and it my head the next thing I know I see a panicked RK "shit dude your bleeding from your nose and head shit as I you should the gash on my forehead he picks me up and puts me down again he doesn't care if my mum and dad are home he bolts fully pellets to the bathroom slips on the way because I hear "ah fuck that hurt" and I sigh at his clumsiness and he runs back with a red eye and a cut on his cheek and his hair fucked up and frizzy and his jeans ripped I nearly shout "what the fuck happened to you" as he looks up to see me alright and bandaged up because I had a first aid kit in my room and he gets up and sits one my bed and I fix him up and I place the box down I feel hands on my face forcing me to look up "AJ tell me what did you say before you nearly got hit by a shelf" and he looked me in the eyes and I feel tears start to form "my mum and dad fight every night" he looks at me in shock I get up and walk to the door he looks at me weird "come back" and I shake my head and he stands up "AJ is there something your not telling me" he paces towards me "no RK I'm fine other than that" he gives me a 'are you sure look' "look I'm fine" I snap as he tries to reach for my arm "no there's something wrong AJ what is is" as he grabs my arm and pulls me towards him as I snap and pull my arm back he looks frustrated and he says in a louder and tougher tone"(y/n) tell me what's wrong now" he looks me dead in the eyes my I turn my head away and mutter "no" and he looks angry she shouts "FOR FUCKS SAKE TELL ME WHATS WRONG" as I get angry at his lack of privacy is put back "I HAVE DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY AND I CUT EVERY NIGHT AND I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN AN I LOVE YOU ONCE IN MY LIFE IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HERE" I have tears streaming down my face his face goes from angry to sad "y-you what AJ" he whispers I look at him in shock and run away into the bathroom with the blade in as I hear my name I don't listenRKs POV
As I feel my heart sunk and my legs become jelly I stand there frozen in time the person I love is in pain and I never noticed and I smash my head on the wall and kick it multiple times and punch it as if I was going to break down a brick wall with my lanky arms and legs and empty head as my knuckles were turning red raw but then his voice went through my head 'I CUT MYSELF EVERY NIGHT' as it rung through my head I bolted down stairs and nearly kicked the door down as I punched the door screaming him and as tears fell down my pale face as I heard whimpers from inside I shout "AJ I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING" as I hear silence as I hear nothing I shout "PLEASE DONT DO THIS PLEASE DOWN SO THIS" I shout as I bang in the door I shout "I LOVE YOU" as I realised what I said I stepped back to hear silence as I sit with my back to the door and I mutter it again "please don't leave me AJ"
AJs POV
As I run the the bathroom I hear banging like someone was trying to break down a wall as I searched the draws for a blade I found one(Ok quick break if you are sensitive I'm sorry but I need to ask you to leave or skip this part I'm sorry and good day love you and don't force yourself to read this I want what's best for you I FUCKING love you have a great day)
As I picked it up I see the sharp edges all jagged and the metal shining in the light as I put it too my skin I feel the cold metal pierce my skin and the blood start to slowly pass down my wrist as I hear nothing I cut another one as I hear the blood drip on the door as I cut deeper I heard banging from RK and the thing he shouted was "I LOVE YOU" as he said that I took the made away from my skin and unlocked the door and looked down to see a crying RK as he looked at me he softly smiled but then my blood dropped on his nose as it scrunched up at the coldish blood he touched it and saw it he jumped up and yanked my wrist he stared down at the cuts and let's go as he steps back as if he was about to faint as if to say 'why' as I look at him he has tears streaming down his face as he grabs the first aid box he drags me to my room clears up the blood and the wounds as I hiss at the pain he shows no emotion as if to say 'your a monster' and I knew it and I mutter "was the I love you a lie" he looks up at me his puppy dog eyes staring into my soul as he looked back down as he wrapped my wrist in bandages "I don't know anymore AJ I feel like you should hate me" as he looks up I feel a sharp pain in my chest "why would I hate you RK" I mutter he looks down and sighs he finishes off wrapping up my wrist he stands up and puts everything away "you didn't answer my question RK" he looks at me like he was forced to "um well it's becau- well I um well I thi- no um it's be- umm well I don't want to talk to much so I w-" I cut him off by pulling him by the shirt and he looked down at me "tell me why RK" I said forcefully "do you really want me to talk that much" he says looking up towards the ceiling I blurt out "why wouldn't I" god what an idiot he looks back down and takes a big deep breath "I feel like you should hate me because I didn't notice your pain and suffering earlier I really was obvious and I don't deserve you at all you are my sunshine and you don't belong in my life I feel like I have hurt you like you are doing this because of me it's my fault god this is my fault how could I be so stupid god you could have killed your self because of me you, you could have died because if he I really am a monster and I don't belong in your life or anybody else's because I would just mess it up" he rants while tears a pouring down his red and puffy cheeks as he blabbers in about how worthless he is I pull him closer so I can feel his hot breath hon my lips as he stops I look at his lips and then back at his eyes he pulls me away "look AJ I love you but I don't de-" as I cut him off by chucking him on the bed as he is breathless I climb on the bed and whisper "you do talk to much dont you" he blushes a deep red as he mutters "sorry" I look at his lips (oh yeah there 17 in this I forgot to mention that sorry boop love you guys) I whisper "no I think it's hot" as he looked shocked and I don't know what came over me but some confidence did as it hit me I pulled him closer and kissed him it was my first kiss and his it wasn't sloppy it was AMAZING I couldn't describe it any other way as he pulled away and panted for air as he looked at me my hair scruffy and my (y/c/h) flopping my face (if you want your boy to have short hair I'm sorry) as he smiled as pulled me back into another kiss when are lips touched again if felt amazing and spectacular I was jumping for joy I was in love as I pulled away and got up he pinned me to a wall.....
Sup dude how are you love you I pulled an all nighter writing this I got board and it was 12 when a started yeah I took breaks BUT THIS IS SHIT like I'm saying shocking sh-ocking idk I got board
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