Would You Do It For Me? // G.D

◇ Chapter 3 ◇

"So first of all, you have anxiety and depression?" I stared into Mr. Dolans dark, beautiful eyes. They seemed so open yet, mysterious. As if he was willing to share everything he had in that wise mind, but he also had deep secrets that only he knew. "Um, yes that's right. Although, I'm doing alot better recently. If I'm being honest, I'm glad that something has changed around here," so that I get to see you every week, "because I was getting sick of being asked the same stupid questions over and over." I let out a small giggle and it is quickly followed with Mr. Dolans angelic chuckle. Does he think I'm funny?

"Yes well, we have been keeping track of your brain activity every week as you are probably aware of."
"Yes, I'm aware." I nodded my head gently.
"Well we have seen some activity that is very similar, if not the same as someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder, do you know what this is?" Fuck no.
"Um, kinda. I've heard of the name." Wow I deserve an Oscar.

"Well, it is commonly known as DID, what it is, is during the ages of 7-9, the childs personality and ego forms into one, developing one human, yes? So if this child has gone through repeated trauma during this time, the brain cant cope with it. And therefore creates multiple 'personalities' as a survival mechanism. We dont actually call them personalities, the name for them is alters." I looked at Mr. Dolan in complete shock. What? I mean obviously it's a real thing because a therapist is telling me I could possibly have it. That's crazy! I dont have it, surely I would know if I had it. "You ok, Sweetheart?" He whispered in the sweetest tone. I am now that you've called me that. "Um, yes. So, you think I could have this... DID?" I looked at him trying to find any sort of answer in his honey irises. "I think it is extremely likely that you do have it looking at your records, Eden."
"Oh."
"We cant be 100% sure though until you have answered some questions."

He looked at me with sympathy and a touch of another emotion I couldn't lay my finger on. Admiration possibly? I highly doubt it. "Um, sure just ask me the questions Mr. Dolan."
"Alright, before we start though, please, call me Grayson. This is a safe environment, think of us being more friends than me being your therapist." Oh I'd love to be more than friends Grayson.

NO P.O.V

"Ok, Grayson." That did way more to Grayson than he wanted it to. The second Eden walked into that room, Grayson thought he was dreaming. There was no way that one girl could be so absolutely and utterly stunning. He couldn't believe a girl like her even existed, nevermind walked into his own very office.

And if all that wasnt enough, she was his knew patient that he had been so interested in since he was told she was being transferred to him. He specialised in DID, he could tell straight away from the brain scan that she had it, there was no doubt in his mind about it. But obviously he had to go over the necessary questions. He felt a sudden wave of anger wash over his body when he realised that to have this disorder, that he found oh so fascinating, a fair amount of trauma has to take place in the persons younger years. He couldn't believe that someone could possibly hurt the gentle flower sat before him.

"Grayson?" The words slipped past Edens lips that suited her face so well, too well in Graysons opinion. "Uhm, yeah sorry so... questions, uhm." Eden giggled at the mans sudden awkwardness. It was slightly relieving for her to see a man as fine as Grayson act awkward.

Questions were asked by Grayson. Things such as ' Do you ever find yourself in a location you dont remember going to?' And 'Do you ever feel as if you are looking at yourself and what you're doing from an out of body perspective?' And Eden answered yes on almost every question. Fear engulfed her. She thought everyone experienced things like this but apparently not. How come Tyler hadn't noticed anything? I mean they had been together long enough. Maybe he just didnt pay enough attention...
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