sad why don't we imagines.

zach herron; you cant really save me.

you were happy with your boyfriend that you've been with for a few years now, 3 exact.
but unfortunately, your boyfriend has been battling depression for a while now. he needed constant reassurance that you loved him, and you never wanted to leave him. don't get it wrong, you made him the happiest anyone has ever made him. but you didn't understand him, you didn't understand why he was always so upset. you didn't understand why he felt the way he did, until that one night your life changed forever.

you woke up early in the morning on may 3rd, 2020. you got dressed in sweats, as well as a large shirt zach had left at your house one night he stayed over. you threw your hair up in a bun, as you smiled looking at your self in the mirror. you softly danced in front of the mirror, getting startled by someone at the door as they knocked, you looked into the mirror, seeing zach. your boyfriend, leaned up against the door frame. you turned around, facing him "hey." you whispered softly, after you've not seen him in a few days. "hey your mom let me in, can we talk?" those three words 'can we talk' echoed in the back of your head like a song you couldn't get out of your head until you've listened to it. you looked at him, sitting down on your bed as you softly patted the spot beside you "ofcourse we can." you said, in a low tone as you watched him sit beside you. "thank you," he said, looking at you at his started to talk "well. i've been thinking about shit lately. that including us, and where were going. i'm not getting any happier staying with you. your whole family hates me, and we've been together for 3 fucking yea-" you cut him off, looking at him as you stood up "they don't hate you zach, you just feel like everyone hates you. you think everything involves around you. well guess what, it doesn't. and not everyone you meet hates you." you say, looking at him with hurt and anger in your eyes "well i'm sorry y/n. but i'm afraid you can't really save me, i have feelings." he spoke, looking at you "i have feelings too!? what do you think i am? nothing? a goddamn ghost?" you said, practically yelling at him right now, his words hurt you every time he spoke "yes i can save you! i can! if you'll just let me try zach, just let me fucking try!" your vision got blurry, as tears filled your eyes. pure pain was in them now, and zach was noticing that. but he couldn't go back on his words, he had to end this. for his sake, and yours. he didn't want to break your heart as much as he was breaking his. "i love you more then anything in this world, i wouldn't trade you for anything. but you can't save me. i'm lost, y/n." he said, softly kissing your forehead as you shoved him, you looked at him. your tears now falling down your cheeks "so that's it? you're just gonna throw 3 years down the drain?" you asked, as he nodded "i have too. for us, it's not safe for you to stay with me. i'm sorry." he said, wiping your tears as he walked out of your bedroom door, leaving you standing there in your room. completely clueless, completely broken, and completely lost. zach never looked back, as he walked out side to his car, getting in it as he left. after that, you both lost contact with each other. but his image, never left your thoughts. his name, never left your heart. that night, you realized. you were in love with that boy, and everything he did. changed you,

for the better.

- "you can't really save me."

a/n: hey babies. how's everyone doing? everyone staying safe? i hope so. this coronavirus is ridiculous. sorry i've been gone so long, i promise i won't leave like i did again. i love each and everyone of you, please leave requests if you want. and i will definitely get to making them. xoxo.

word count: 711.