"Sick of being so lonely" - Brahms Heelshire

5. A start of weird Friendship?

Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends

The young female stared up at Brahms in curiosity not exactly knowing what to think about everything that had happened at the moment. She should be afraid, terrified. Who was that large 6 feet tall guy who lived with them? Why was he here hidden behind the walls?
Hell. A normal teen would've be screaming for help and trying to break free from his hold. But she wasn't normal. She liked being in his arms. Hell, she wasn't intimidated by him anymore, she felt... safe around him...

So take it easy on me
I'm afraid you're never satisfied

She didn't know why or how but she did feel safe when his arms were around her small frame. Like she was finally wanted to be around by someone...
- So... this is where you live? - she asked looking around interested and then her eyes met his glued to her. He let go of her hesitantly and nodded in response. - Not a talker huh?

Here we go again
We are sick like animals, we play pretend

- ... I guess I-I'm not. - he said more bravely than before. She looked at him and smiled at him softly.
- I can understand. How does it work for you? Living in the walls I mean. - she asked sitting down on the bed and looking expectantly at him. She was trembling to ask so many questions but stopped herself. Scaring away this mysterious guy was the last thing she could want to do.
- ... lonely. - he said playing with his fingers and looked down at his suddenly interesting feel that were wearing old and dusty slippers.
- ...I can relate to that... - she said also looking down and sighed. She looked up again and took a better look of the male. He was really tall and muscular but only now she had realised what he was really wearing.

You're just a cannibal and I'm afraid I won't get out alive
No I won't sleep tonight

His tall frame was under a green old and very dirty cardigan and to his hairy chest clung too small for him and dirty from sweat and dust wifenest. Her eyes widened at how bad the clothes looked.
- Hey... how bout I get you a nice, warm bath, huh? - she asked and noticed how the male instantly backed off from her terrified... like a little child.
-No. - he said sternly and shook his head.
- ... bath or I'll never hug you again. - she said as much seriously as managed though she was laughing her ass of inside.
The large male looked at her not believing her threat for a second and then thought: what if she mean it? No more hugging? He looked down at himself and raised his hand that was really dirty from god knows what. He glared at her foot that was tapping rapidly, something he noticed both her and her mother did usually.
- ...so? Made your mind? -she asked with amusement at how such a big guy might act like a little kid. - ...Brahms?
- ...bath. - he said quietly, the young female smiled softly at his gaze and quickly grabbed his arm walking down the stairs - somehow finding her way around the place.
- Great! Let's go. - she send him large grin that made him smile under his mask. If it means to make her happy then he's ready to suffer a bath.

Oh Oh, I want some more
Oh Oh, what are you waiting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh Oh, I want some more
Oh Oh, what are you waiting for?

What are you waiting for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight
Here we go again
I feel the chemicals kicking in
It's getting heavy and I-
Wanna run and Hide!
I wanna run and hide.
I do it every time
You're killing me now!

He watched the female as she was doing almost everything - even washed his hair - he must have to admit. Bath was nice.
- Almost everything. You're hair will be so soft as soon as they dry off. Believe me. - she smiled and washed off the shampoo of his hair and put some conditioner she stole from Eddie. - Hopefully Eddie won't notice that I borrowed some stuff from his bathroom. For a guy he really takes care of his looks and self care.
- ... and good cook. Pancakes were good. - Brahms added making the girl look at him and smirk.

And I won't be denied by you
The Animal inside of you
Oh oh, I want some more
Oh oh, what are you waiting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh, I want some more
Oh oh. What are you waiting for? What are you waiting for!

- So you were the little devil that almost ate every pancake back then, huh?
- ...sorry not sorry. - he said shrugging.
- Don't worry. I bet that if Eddie knew it was you he wouldn't mind. - Kai chuckled washing off the conditioner of his locks and shuffled them a little before she grabbed the soap and handled it to him.

Hush, hush. The world is quiet.
Hush, hush. We both can't fight it.
It's us that made this mess, why can't you understand?
I won't sleep tonight.

- Here, wash yourself and I'll go borrow some  new clothes for you. - she turned around about to leave through the walls - she didn't trusted him enough to leave him in an unlocked bathroom (and besides her mother has a tendency to enter it without a warning when she's taking shower) - but her wrist was grabbed in manner to stop her. The female looked back at large male sitting in the bathtub confused but smiled at him softly anyway. - I'll be right away back with you, Brahms. I promise.
- ... pinky promise? - he asked and it was hard for her to stop herself from saing UwU at how cute it was.
-Pinky Promise. - she said with soft smile and put her little finger with his before she walked out into the unknown maze of hallways behind the walls.

Oh, oh, I want some more! Oh, oh, What are you fighting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh, oh, I want some more! Oh, oh, What are you fighting for! What are you fighting for?

HOI! (っ･ω･)っ

It's been LONG since i updated but well neighter had any ideas or my editor was in touch so here you go this one chapter finally finished.
I have to let you know about something...
So a lot of stuff is happening to me lately. Bad stuff. My boyfriend broke up with me. And I just found out that I have a brain cancer. Jokes on me - I always knew somethings wrong with my mind but never put enough care to stay checked on regular basis. So yeah... don't make my mistake guys and see a doctor twice a year please.
Anyways for now. I'm fine, and I feel good enough to write now so I'm not gonna complain.

Anyways. I hope you have a wonderful day/night!
And well... See ya soon in the next chapter!

~ edited by CallMeJulietBruh