Being saved at last

We will tell each other everything

I wanna make something clear. I'm so sorry my hands are shaking this is hard for me to write. I write from personal experiences, and in a lot of ways I am Izuku//

Izuku POV:

I didn't care anymore. For someone who said they had once loved me, it didn't seem like it anymore. I assumed him and Shinsou were dating now. Why is it that I am the only one that can never be happy? Kacchan was a deadbeat.

I tried. I really did. I contradicted myself. Bent over backwards for these people. And what did I get in return? Nothing. Love? Screw that. It was nice living in that fantasy world for a while. But let's just face it. It's not reality.

Not what's meant to be. I should have listened. I heard Kami take a deep, shaky breath. "Your mom..........is........in poor condition....." he said quietly. Shinsou looked up and glared at me from behind Kami's back.

This guy was the protective kind. I liked it. Respected it. But it's kinda hard when your the one who hurt them. I don't forgive him. I don't forgive you. I burry the feelings deep down and forget. You can't go back in the past and erase things. But you can apologize and try to make it right.

"Kami.....you know better than anyone how I am. How this works. How I feel." I say, knowing good and well my voice was flat. I heard a sniffle before he visibly pulled away. "Please........it's been so long Izu....." he said tears streaming down his face. I couldn't help but tackle him in a hug, holding my own tears back.

"I-I'm s-s-so s-sorry" he muttered out, putting his head in the crook of my neck. He was shaking, he always got like this when he cried. I knew I had cut him deep, because somewhere inside me I still loved him, and he still loved me.

He took another shaky breath before he said "when we get out of this.....we will tell each other everything." He gently pulled away, but part of me wanted to hand on. I felt safe in his arms. "Okay?" He asked. "Yeah......" I whisper.