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𝐉𝐚𝐡𝐬𝐞𝐡 𝐎𝐧𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐲 ✞ 6:00 𝐩𝐦. 𝗔𝗽𝗿𝗶𝗹, 14, 2014
/TW ‼️⚠️/ SELF HARM- (yeah ik, lol) I lay alone on my bed, staring blankly at the plain ceiling; staring back at me. I couldn't stop thinking about HER. Reminiscing, Feening for her love. How good it felt when we first hung out. I keep going back to her, my drug... My everything.... She left again, she left me to deal with the pain... the constant pain.
The atmosphere has darken, all of a sudden my ceiling is caving in. My heart feels like its beating out of my chest, i feel heavy.
A warm sensation.... a yet painful but blissful feeling ran through my body like lightning bolts.
I close my eyes feeling wetness on my face.
I look back down at the razor that has drips of my blood on it, then back down to my scarred arm.
I slowly looked over out the window.
What did i do to deserve any of this? Why does everything i touch breaks?
Suddenly i hear a loud buzzing noise coming from my pillow, I instantly roll my eyes.
"Maybe i'll get it later, that shit doesn't matter to me right now" I mumbled. I didn't want to be bothered, or be on the phone with anyone.
*𝐁𝐮𝐳𝐳 𝐛𝐮𝐳𝐳*
I sighed as i reached for my phone, hissing in pain as my now freshly cut wounds was now bleeding again.
I placed an old tee that was laying around in my room, onto my arm.
Picking the phone up again, i clicked onto my messages, and clicked ski's newest messages. My only best friend.
𝐢𝐌𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 Strokely 😏 > Hey man, it's a party tonight you coming? Or... you to busy with hoeneva 💀😬?
Don't talk about my girl like that, fuck is wrong with you? Delivered
My bad vro, no need to get so hostile 😕, you coming to da party or not ?
Yea, i gotta get my mind straight. Delivered
I'm here if you need me vro, party starts at 8:00.
aight. Delivered
end of convo.
I sighed clicking off the phone, even after all that i keep claiming her, after all the lies that she've told. I began shaking my head chuckling to myself.
I'll forever love her though, but for now i need to clear my head.
Hopefully this party would make me forget about life, about everything.
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