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active nowHey lynn
Hi
You didn't come sit with us today
Oh yeah, sorry, I forgot
:/U sure?
Yeah, sorry
Well listen, if you're down to
do you want to come over?Wait what, me?
WhyWhy not right, it'll be dope
how's Friday after school
sound?Are you sure?
Yes, I'm more than sure.
Fr, it'll be dope
Okay, fine, I'll come
What type of movies do
you like?Anything that isn't Disney
Wait what, why?
You don't like Disney?
Fr?
Yeah, PTSD I guess
From Disney movies?
Wdym
It's nothing really
u sure?
Yeah, totally.
So why are you still
upI'd like to ask you the same
question
I asked firstYou asked last time
Fine, I was just thinking
About what
Everything, I guess
Hit me with it
Fr?
Yeah sure, why not
It's nothing major, it's just
well lifeThere's several aspects to life
which part are you referring to?The part that idk
what I'm doing with itLike Ik I'm popular, Ik Im
the schools best swimmer, Ik
all of that yet why do I feel like
I don't know myself at all,It's like, I'm watching myself
live life rather than actually
living it, don't get me wrong
i love swimming, i love each
part of it but I want something
more than just well thatThat's deep, i didn't know
you felt like thatYou won't be the first
And you're right, you don't know
yourselfUr really helpful, thanks
but neither do i, or anyone else
where would the fun in life be if we
knew who we were?Idk, maybe it would make me feel
better if I knew I wasn't wasting
everydayBut you aren't, everyday is a part of
building yourself and character, each day
you're one step closer to becoming who you
are and honestly, it's worth it.You can't get to your destination
without a journey and sometimes
it'll have bumps and that's okay, it makes
the destination all that more worthwhileSometimes though, I wish I had at
least some sense of directionSometimes, you have to get lost, it's all
about trial and error: crash, rise and
so on but you'll get there, as long as you
have faith especially in yourselfHow am I supposed to have
faith in myself when no one
else does?I have faith in you
you don't have to lie
Dammit, was it that obvious?
No honestly, I do, I think you're underestimating yourself,
give yourself more credit.credit for what? Being a
swimmer, being popular,
what is there for me give
myself credit forOkay, hold on, there's a lot more to
you than just being a swimmer and
being popular dont reduce yourself
to some words.You're so much more than that,
you're not just a swimmer and popular
you're Paxton Hall Yoshida.Who is Paxton Hall Yoshida
It's just a name
It's not just a name, you may not
think you're anything special, but
you are. Your name is the reason for
someone's smile. It's someone's safe
place. You're a cool guy paxton
don't be so tough on yourselfGhee, you really are something
LynnHaha, night Paxton
night Lynn
And lynn, thank you
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