last days of high school

the beginning

''Can I go see her? '' I asked he agreed

I went to her room she was pale I caused it she was frustrated with me I'm at fault but how could she not tell anyone

Time skips

Ivy's POV

I woke up where am I ?
Disinfectant smell, drip,monitor,etc I'm in a hospital oh no I fainted and who is this beside me- its my roomie  woah
He's adorable for the first time he looks like an Asian with big eyes

Oh he's awake

''Hi'' he greeted ''I'm sorry '' he said and hugged me. OMG
Releasing from his grip ''I'm fine ''

''Really ?'' He asked  ''Yup!'' I replied smiling
''Good then now I can scold you , why the heck didn't you tell anyone or me that you were asthmatic? ''
''Well i -i-i-i-i- its temporary the last time it happened was when I was six when I was eight the doctor said I might never have it again unless I go through some kind of shock or emotional breakdown and it affects my breathing'' I said

''That's a surprise'' he replied

''Yeah it is'' I said trying to sit up  but he stopped me

''Nope still lie down. Am I the reason for this? '' he asked me I didn't know for sure

''I guess so''

''I'm sorry. I know I screwed up''

''No you didn't '' I said smiling ''That's the normal you being all cold I have no idea of what your reason is but I won't push it '' I said smiling smugly

''By the way my name is Jayden '' he said lightly smiling

''Wow what a cute name can I call you... Jay? ''I asked raising a brow at him he laughed and nodded

''I'm a half Korean though, do I look like it ?'' He asked he's so cute

''Yes you do actually which of your parents?'' I asked
''Dad''  ''I've lived in South Korea all my life till last year I came back to US to settle so I came here truth untold is that my uncle owns the school'' he said  a gasp releasing from my mouth

''What?!!'' I questioned I awe

''Yeah I know you're lucky you are the only person I've been this close ''

''Why ?''  The look on his face showed confusion so I clarified. ''Why did you shut your self why did you shut the world out'' I asked yearning to know

He didn't say word he just looked away
''You don't have to tell me now take your time'' I said

We stayed in comfortable silence

Time skips

Jayden's POV

She seems nice, falling in love could easily happen with her around. I have to forever shut the world out forever not after my past

FLASHBACK

''Jay let's have some fun its your birthday and you are turning seven come on ''  a mild voice said to me it was feminine and familiar but who's is it

''No o don't want to you go if you want I don't and I want to return to Korea I hate America I hate it '' I said running off  

''Jay... Just this once I'm your best friend and you're not even listening to me I hate you! Jay!!! I. Hate. You! Forever and I promise you would most probably never find love with this attitude of yours'' she said crying

END OF FLASH BACK

what was that all about who the hells was that tsk
My phone rang its dad

''Yeuboseyo Abuji?..''.  ( hello father )

''Ne ... Ne ... Aniyo''   ( yes...yes...no...) with that I ended the call

I and my family  were always close till I lost something in myself till now I'm still searching for it

My life became slightly  meaningless when I almost killed some one  I  died that day the loving joyous Jayden  died that day and awakening the cold Jayden  till now i  am finally giving up on my search and I want to give up on all this shit but as she just said it s best for me not to intrude in other's lives shit I'm a damn asshole 

Ivy's POV

After some Tim I drifted off to sleep.
Waking up he's not there I mean of course he won't be he's coldface guy  disappointed I sat up and reached out to the jug of water and glass beside it and then he came.

''Hey there I thought you'd be hungry when you woke up so I got you this ''he said showing me a bag containing God knows what

''Thanks'' I replied simply
''Sure''  he said placing it on the side table ''help yourself '' he said

After eating in silence
''So did when did they say I will be discharged, by the way can you lend me your phone so I can ask mum to pay my fees '' I said pulling my hand out for him

''No need I already paid the doc says tomorrow I will just sleep here so we'll leave together tomorrow '' he replied

''What?! Thank you so much'' I thanked him. Immediately tgerwe was a knock on the door

''Come in'' he yelled.  Immediately the doctor walked in smiling
''Hello sorry to disturb the moment though uhm miss your boyfriend did the right thing to bring you here quickly if not your condition would be worse'' the doctor said I looked at him the at Jayden  glaring heavily at him  ''uhm sir your girlfriend can be discharged today if you'd like the results came out quicker than expected she's good she would need to use the inhaler temporarily at least for a month, miss '' he said looking at me '' do you work out or fight? Wrestle? 'Cause your muscles are well built but your muscles around your internal cardiac organs are would I say tensed?''  I didn't comprehend what he was saying so I asked him to explain further.

''Like they are have muscles of their own with veins threatening to burst out at this point it isn't too good for your health so I'm gonna have to tell you to stop'' he said as he exited the room leaving me awe struck till he broke it

''You work out? Its surely not showing at all on your body '' he teased
''Well I do but mum gave some stuff to take to prevent it showing in the name of me being a woman and needing to keep my curves and body and stuff'' I replied feeling uncomfortable
''Well she did a good job then. Do you want to leave 'cause I do the sight of all these makes me remember so bad parts of my past and I don't want them back '' said standing up noticing the question in my eyes '' And I'm not going to be filling you details either so don't put your hopes up  he said

Author's Note
Please vote I'm a new writer and I'm hoping to write more I'm very inspiring and I hope you can help me and pursue my dreams of becoming a great writer by reading an voting and  commenting tnx

-nikki

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