my affection his addiction

prologue

"Come on lizzy you know you want to go wats going on now?" Kelly asked as we sat in my car just minutes away from the biggest party in the history of partys.

I don't know what was wrong with me or why i didn't want to get out of my car,  but one thing I did know is that i had the courage minutes before we started off from my house. What ever the hell got into me must have been pretty bad.

" i don't know kel.. before we got here i was so ready to face everyone but right now Im so scared" i said. Kel looked at me with worry in her eyes.

I was never one who let my emotions get the best of me but infront of kel i was hopeless.

Kel and I have been bestfriend since we were 3 years old. We lived across each other and one day when I feel off my bike everyone laughed at me but she didn't. She helped me up and told me very thing would be okay and from that day onwards we have been best friends.

I can do anything so long as she has my support and for me thats all that matters.

"I know exactly how your feeling right now but you promised me that you would do this and not for me but for yourself, you are going to walk into that party and tell JORDAN MATHEWS THAT HIS AN ASSHOLE AND YOU GUYS ARE OVER!!!!".kel told me or atleast scared me.
" you know what fine i will do it! Im a bad ass girl and his a fool for cheating on me!! His going to pay for it that i promise you" and with those words i got out of my car and headed into the party.

The outside was filled with red paper cups and drunk guys and girls dancing on each other while some of them had passed out.

I walked straight through the door and the strong cent of alcohol and weed came straight through my nose, even tho i was used to such parties because of Jordan my system can never get used to the smell.

I walked through the crowd of people looking for the one place i knew that Jordan would be, the sofa.

I went straight there and not to my surprise he was there with some girl by his side. The moment he looked at me his eyes were in shock and his facial expressions showed something different
Fear?
Sadness ?
Apologie?..

Either way i didn't care all i wanted to do was telling him everything I was feeling and to tell him that him and I would never be ever.

"Liz... hey baby..wh..what are you doing here i thot you were in Montana with your mum... what happened?" Jordan asked as he stood up pushing me through the crowd so that we could be outside.

"Hey.. y... y..didn't you tell me that you wanted to come i would have picked you up
... baby" he asked. One thing I knew about Jordan was that if he was guilty or nervous he stammered and always called me baby, typical boys.

"Jordan whats going on? Ive been calling you for the past 4 days and you haven't picked up, i went through your house twice and your mum said you weren't their and i also went to coles house and the same. And you ask me y i haven't told you of my whereabouts?"

I was pist off i could feel it my blood was boiling and my hands were getting hot which only meant disaster.

"What?.. baby nobody told me anything.. at all not even cole nor my mum...i ..i mean wat the hell.. but anyway baby im sorry your here and thats all that matters right... lets get out of here anyway" he said as led me to his truck but before he could i removed myself from his grip.

Not this time Mathews not again

"NO! I will not go with you anywhere not until you answer all my questions truthfully " i didn't realise i was shouting not until I heard some people ooo and ahhh while others gasped. Maybe because no one has ever really seen me in this state or the fact that the Jordan Mathews was being shouted at by a girl.

"What questions do you want me to answer ive already told you everything so what else do you want to hear from me. Come on baby... lets go home " he said while he he put his hands on my waist.
" no Jordan i want to talk right now. First of all who was that girl you were sited with in sited the house and who is this Angelica girl who you claimed is your cousin but i saw you guys kissing and also why have you been lying to me about everything in your life, you always have the chance to decide our relationship now its my turn.. i don't want anything to do with you Jordan Mathews i never want to see you ever. I can't believe you cheated on me for how long have we been together huh... for over a year and this is how you repay me ...repay us...!!!
If you know what's good for you you will leave me the hell alone! I don't want anything to do with you ever this what ever we have or had ... is OVER!! ITS OVER...

IM BREAKING UP WITH YOU JORDAN MATHEWS I HATE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IN ME AND I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WON'T HAVE ANY ONE TO LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I TRULY LOVED YOU... AND THIS IS A PROMISE I MAKE TO YOU!!!!"..

and with that i wiped the last tear in my eyes and walked away while everyone looked at me i didn't even realise that kel was with me and with that i promised myself that I would never have anything to do with Jordan Mathews and that was a promise...

End of prologue
Thanks guy's i really hope you loved the starting  im so excited....