my affection his addiction

chapter one:lizzy's pov

PRESENT DAY

"BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!!" my stupid alarm clock rang which informed me that I had to wake up.
Flash backs of the previous night came and my head was spinning again. After kel and i got out of their we went to the drug store and bought all the pain killers we could think of and we also bought ice cream and two boxes of tissues.

I cried and and ate my ice cream while kel rubed my head and made me feel better. It was Saturday which means no school and obviously kel spent a night.

We talked and she told me it was okay to cry because on Monday morning when I go to school I would be stonger than Friday. Some of my other friends came to see me as well and the supported me and gave me the same advice that everything would be better and i will come out the bigger and better one in this and i felt that way a little.

Kel had to leave pretty early in the morning because she worked on weekends. Tho i didn't get y she did her parents and my parents are quite rich not that we brag about it but we have it she just tells me she wants to do something for herself and i believe in her.

Kel has always been the best thing to happen to me she was with me when I told my parents that i wanted to move out tho they were upset she helped me prove to them that I can do and i did. And she her self has her own house tho its an hour away we always make it work no matter what.

In terms of relationships kel takes hers pretty seriously and maturely maybe that's y she's been dating her current boyfriend for 6 years.. yah for that long and they always seem to show that their love for each other will never fade. His names Austin and his such an amazing personality i myself loves him. He always says that if my relationships fail I can always marry him and I would never lack.. that always makes me smile because I  know that he can take care of both of us but he will really only love kel which i will always support. His even thinking of moving in with her and that will be a bounce point. Tho they have kind of lived together which is almost everyday with them. I just hope i find something like that as well.

As for me ive only been in failed relationships, all the guys ive ever dated always do the same thing
Lie
Cheat
And cheat!!
Im really getting tired of it and with Jordan I thot it would be different because we were together for a year but little did i know that it was also ever a lie.
I don't know wat it is about guys and their will to cheat and lie..ughh..
Anyway I have promised myself that my senior year in university will be the best ever and i don't want to be tied down by anyone i want to focus on my studies and my friends and family and myself that is all. But if by any chance i do get someone who will take my heart i will be extra careful.

When I finally have the strength i get out of bed and go take a shower a hot one for that fact and hopefully my pain will be washed away with the hot water.

When im done i do my usual makeup on weekends a little powder and gloss but now that i see myself in the mirror I need some mascara to hide my sadness.. atleast it will try. When im done i wear my biker shorts and a tank top thats mostly my weekend attire. When im done I do my hair which is really nothing because I place it in a messy bun.

Oh and did I mention im black American...

Yep I lizzy Martinez is black American so you can pictures my skin colour to be a nice chocolate brown complection and my body size ...well you can say that I have the curves i am short than kel and she is lighter complection of black American but she too has the curves but unlike mine. Maybe that's why I get attention from stupid boys... anyway I  love myself and I know that someone will love me too.

When im done I grab my iPhone 11 plus and get down stairs. When I  get their i find poppy my dog still asleep his so cute.

Jordan had gotten poppy for me on my 21st birthday last year and he told me to promise him that i would love him and think of him when he was not around and as a fool i did. I instantly feel in love with poppy and so did he and just because Jordan and I are over doesn't mean that i have to return him and legally poppy is mine so Jordan had no right even tho he tried.