a lovers bond

broken hearts and lost hope

what is this feeling.... my face is hot my heart is pounding Kassie?? are you ok yeah I'm fine.....hey beca..... yeah? so if you like someone what's your reaction? "huh well I feel calm around them warm sometimes I blush I feel safe" she says smiling and looking towards the ground oh.....I see ok I have to get back to class I pull out my phone I got a text from my mother "Sweety your grandmother is in the hospital were coming to get you" I froze dropping my phone shaking m....my...g-gran..mother... I slowly walked up to the teacher I have to go..... he hands me a pass I know.....he said with a slight frown I walked out of class shaking I knew what was about to happen I swung open the doors and ran to my mothers car as my tears fell from my eyes I sat still I sat quietly focusing on my breath the car ride was silent I could see my mothers puffy red eyes as her hair slowly covered them my dad was upset his mood was different I look up at the rainy clouds as I thought of my grandmas cooking brownies and making ginger bread 

houses when me and my brother were younger although it wasn't Christmas we loved making them. I looked at old pictures of my grandmother I smiled i heard the car stop. I opened the door and ran inside the hospital I stoped and saw my grandma she looked up from her bed and smiled" kassie your all grown up missy" I ran and hugged her she looked at me "oh missy don't cry even if I die remember I'm always right there and be brave tough one like I know you are" as she pointed at my heart I saw my brother walk in I ran to my brother and hugged him he smiles and walks towards granny "hey Logan take good care of your sis and I love y'all so much" we all smiled we saw mom come in I ran to hug mom and said granny will be right there sweet child and smile she goes and hugs her mother we all cried but dad didn't enter and our granny saw him threw the door and glared she never trusted that guy we didn't either my mother didn't notice but our granny made a sign to not trust him we both nodded we see our granny close her eyes and her monitor went blank I felt a beautiful breeze and the smell of cookies and gingerbread I my brother felt it to and I left the room and then it hit me harder than a rock the feeling of loss and destress came over me we all went home but mother stayed the burned her and gave her the ashes we sat at home I sat in my room my eyes were red from crying she was the one who made me who I am today but she's gone...