My Everything //h.s//

Chapter 5

Skylar P.O.V.

"Skylar please!"

"NO! I said I don't want to here i-"

Then something happened. Something I never saw coming.

He kissed me.

Right there, he grabbed my face and pulled my lips to his. I didn't know what to do. I could barley move, I was in such shock. Did he like me? Did he always like me? Or was he just trying to shut me up? If he did like me, why is he just showing interest now? Did I like him too? I didn't know how the hell I felt, but I didn't stop him. I kissed him back.

Small rain drops slowly drizzled from the grey sky, hitting out faces and heads. The cold water ran down my cheeks as our lips remained connected. I couldn't think, I just kept kissing him. His lips were like silk, slightly chapped silk. I'd never been kissed before, so I didn't know what to do, but Harry slowly guided me, showing me how it works.

Once my mind came into focus, I quickly pulled away from him. I was furious, I could actually think, and I wasn't happy.

"What the fuck, Harry?!" I scream at him, furry boiling in my words. I was so angry I couldn't even saying anything but that. "What the actual fuck?!"

"I-I I'm sorry, I just..." He looked at me a little taken back by my anger. "I needed you to stop talking long enough for me to explain."

"Ever heard of the word 'shut up'?!" I snapped again.

"Fine, shut up and let me talk!!" He fired back, surprising me a little, but I slowly nod and look at him, waiting for him to speak.

"Sky...I never got your letters. You must've gotten my address wrong or maybe they all got lost, but I never got them. And as for your calls, we don't have world wide coverage. We didn't get them. We both would have to pay if we did. We didn't have that kind of money." Why was I so stupid? "And I got rid of my email, because I never used it. I'm truly sorry, Sky." His eyes fell down to his feet and he did not say anymore.

I suddenly felt a wave of regret fly over me. I wish I had known, I wish I had kept my mouth shut and never been mad. It wasn't his fault, and all these years I had blamed him. I had been mad at him, and this whole time, it was never his fault.

I didn't speak for so long, I just simply stared at him. I had nothing to say, I was speachless. No words could be formed at that moment. Finally, my lips managed to spit the right words out.

"I'm so sorry." I choked out. "I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have been mad at you, I wish I had known, if I had I wouldn't have been mad! I swear I wouldn't have!"

"Sky, it's ok." He looks up at me and smiles a little. "You didn't know. It's ok."

"Friends?"

"Friends." He smiled at me, his white shiny teeth peeking through his soft chapped lips. The lips that just kissed me.

* * *

My eyes slowly fluttered open, I gasped a breath of the thin air. Today felt different. Today I felt lighter, happier, it was strange. I actually slept sound. I was not cold, I did not have any nightmares, I just slept. What changed? I'm in the same bed, same sheets, I eat the same things. Why did I feel this way? Maybe it was because, I knew I would see him again.

I smile and slowly slip out of bed, running to grab some fresh cloths. I did not have a thousand dollar cloths, but I didn't care. I liked what I had. I threw on a black tee and some blue yeans with a brown belt and a denim jacket. Throwing on my combatt boots, I run down the short hallway, into the living room. But, no one was there.