Lyrics by me,hope you like !!!
I have a lots of thoughs that make me write
Many lines, I take the pen as if it were knife
I slowly dissect my entire life
Moments i can't surface
I'm sorry i didn't listen to my parents
Who gave me a Saint's name
Nothing is more important than your family
I try to keep them close no matter what happens
I'm sorry i don't go home much anymore
So that we can sit together round the same table
And tell you how much i love you
Trying to make money i forgot how to appreciate you
And because home i find hope
You only draw my attention on what matters
I'm sorry i wasn't there to accompany my grandparents
On their last road, to sunset
If i haven't been what you wanted me to be
I'm sorry, but it's still not too late
To change for each and every one of you
To walk ahead without any doubs
If i haven't been what you wanted me to be
I'm sorry, but it's still not too late
To change for each and every one of you
To walk ahead without any doubs
The pen still cuts i panic
I take another piece of paper, i write my toughts
About them, sincerely
They want me to say i'm sorry, they are waiting for me to act
I have a handful of brothers that make me feel loved
We started off on this long road together
It so happends that we're all lunatics
We share the same dream, others don't dare to pursue
I'm sorry for my bad days
When i was not in mood for nothing, when i wasn't funny, when i was mean
Words that were not meant to hurt
Spit out in anger, I regret them, I'm sorry
Far from home
I have you, another beautiful family
I'm sorry i don't have so much time
To spend with you, see you smiling more often
I perfectly understand you when i leave home
When i leave you standing there and the pain start's growing on you
I'm sorry for each tear
You've shed for me, from the heart.
If i haven't been what you wanted me to be
I'm sorry, but it's still not too late
To change for each and every one of you
To walk ahead without any doubs
If i haven't been what you wanted me to be
I'm sorry, but it's still not too late
To change for each and every one of you
To walk ahead without any doubs
There's a thin line between being sorry and regrets
Just believe me, my eyes are crying on the inside, but no one can see
My brain loses itself in rhymes, I can't find myself
It's all lost, my soul's been petrified since Friday
i could've been someone else
The devil's son angels like Tom want to claw
I ingest atom of hope, so as to be able to make some future plan
But the past keeps coming back, it's like an amazing hammer
It hits me in chest and tell me i've smoked to much
I was telling myself it's not right, too wise to listen to myself
And i smoked with everyone, too corect to hide away
Three tailing in four days, just perfect to make me sweat
Six blouses in three days, well, what do you want, cous'? Auchwitz
I look behind, i see another regret coming, auch! Spitz
It coldly passes by, the rest pour like a gel
If i were to do it all again, ten, eleven times, i'd do it just the same
What do you think ??
