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sandy bullock
@sandycooks

Santy

who tf is Santy

Sanfy*

that's not my name

Sandu*

still not me

Aandy*

NOPE

oh fuckj this

ANNETTE

THERE YOU GO

It's late. Why are you still up?

and why are you dumb?

excise me?

ezcuse*

I MEANR EXCUSE*

god I feekl dumb

exactly my point

so what brings you to my dm at this ungodly hour?

we neef to talkj

talk about what?

abourt everythinf

Cate, you're obviously drunk.

This is not the right time to discuss. Let's just talk when you're sober.

I may be a little drunkj BUT Im stilk fully aware og what I'm sayinh

domt be fooledf by my typos lol

No. You go to sleep.

SANDRA ANNETTE

woaj I nailedf that one

pls dont do tjis to me

Ive suffered long enoughj, Samdu

after years of seld doubt anf self-loathj, domt u thinkj I atleast deserve an explamnation?

Alright you win. Go ahead and ask me anything

did u ever value wjat we hadf?

did I evemn matter to you?

Catie, we may have ended on a bad note (my fault btw) but I assure you that whatever we had was real and special, and it will always be.

You will always be special.

then whst happenedf?

why did yoi disappeart?

Because I was stupid, selfish and coward.

At first, I thought we were just going to mess around for a few days or weeks, but shit got real pretty quick. The next thing I knew, I was falling for you and it scared me.

ur scaredf to fall in lovr with me???

No. I was scared to drag you down.

I was in such a bad place when we first met. I think I've lost count of how many times you got yourself into trouble just to save my ass. You even had to beg some of my profs just to give me a passing grade, it's embarrassing. I was a total pain in the ass, but you? You were thriving.

The future was looking so bright for you and I just couldn't afford to drag you down with me.

So I did what I thought was the right thing to do, I left.

you stupifd fuck

why didmt you tell me? you thinj I wouldmt understand?

you wastedf everythinh we had over somethinf that can be settledf over a simple takk

I know, Catie. Believe me, there isn't day that goes by where I don't think of you and regret everything I did.

if only I can turn back time, I'd be braver for you, for us.

but you cant

that's why I'm trying my best to make it up to you

just give me one chance to make things right.

I domt knoe, Sanmdy

I wanr to forgive yoi. I really do. But idk how to talkj to you withour gettinh remindef of the past

No rush. I understand, Catie.

We'll take things slow this time : )

but can I ask you one favor?

wjat?

Stop giving away the foods I prepared for you

lol okay. but pls domt sendf salad

I liedf. Im not on a diet

Deal

This is not just the alcohol talking, right?

tell me you're not going to forget about this conversation the moment you wake up tomorrow

I havr  early onset dementia so idk

CATHERINE

jk I wont. I promies

goof nightr Sandy

good night, Catie. :)

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