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Idk If this book is weird or not.. it's kinda hard to express social anxiety through a book lol
Summer "Yea, I respect you and your music, but Summer been working with you a lot, so I felt like it was only right for me to meet you." Jinx said to London as I played with my fingers "Y'all got a good thing going with the music, she seems more motivated to write."
I permanently quit my job about a month ago just a few weeks after girls need love blew up. My followers had began to sky rocket and London had been convincing me to get in the studio more and more
He just makes me feel comfortable and safer. He does flirt a lot when we're alone but I made it known that I have never been a cheater and I won't start now and he agreed that he wouldn't want me to be.
I know if I really opened up to Him about my situation he would say I should leave Jinx but Jonathan is the first and only man I've ever loved. I let him get away with too much but that's all going to change once I tell him the huge secret I've been hiding.
"Look I can't stay I gotta run. But I'll see you when you get home Summer. Love you." He said kissing me "nice meeting you." He nodded at London
"You too Bro."
"So who looks better me or him?" London joked
"Cut it out." I chucked
"I bet I kiss better too Hmm?" He licked his lips looking me up and down
"P-please stop." I stuttered
"Alright, you ready to get into the booth?" He asked
I started looking around for my phone since it had my Lyrics in it. I realized that Jinx must've grabbed my phone and left me his but I decided I would just text him since I knew the password and have him just send me the lyrics
Upon opening the messages app I realized he had a bunch of unread messages with a bunch of unsaved numbers , without reading the names or numbers I clicked the first text threads assuming it was me since the last text that was send was "Baby I'll be on my way soon." I just figured that was the text he sent me before coming to the studio
I was shocked to see I was wrong, the message before the text was a picture of sister naked in mirror.. my own blood sister
"Actually, you mind if we continue this tommrow? I'm not feeling too goof right now.."
"Is it because what I said? Summer you know I was just messing around with you." He pleaded with me
"No no no. London I know. I just really need to lay down right now. I'll text you okay?"
"Alright. Be safe, feel better mama." He hugged me beofre I left
I cried the whole car ride back to my place, that was my blood sister. the sister that pulls him away half of the time when he beats on me. I never thought she would do something like that, not to me. —-
I walked in my house quietly unaware of what I might see And i immediately dropped my keys entering my kitchen
He had her bent over the counter, my counter in my kitchen, in my apartment that I pay rent in
"Winter get out." I said as she stood there shocked "Get your shit and go."
"What? Where am I supposed to-"
"I don't know, and I don't give a fuck. GO." I screamed "YOU GO TOO." I said screaming at jinx
Once winter walked upstairs he followed me to my room
"Summer I'm sorry baby I-"
"I'm pregnant Jonathan." I broke down and he pulled me into his arms
"What? And you didn't tell me?"
"I wanted to tell you tonight over dinner. But I guess I wasn't the only one hiding something."
"Summer it wasn't my fault baby." He said rubbing my stomach
"So whoose fault was it mine?" I asked sarcastically
"Well..."
"Jonathan seriously?"
"Look all I'm saying is you don't try to please your man anymore. I'm a man, the way you let her walk around the house of course it's going to temp me. I'm sorry I know I should've said something to you or just not fed into it. I didn't mean to hurt you baby. Please give me one more chance." He said laying me on my back and removing my pants
His warm tounge slowly worked its way up from my inner thigh and up. He began to please me momentarily with his tounge beofre stopping and looking up at me "You forgive me baby?" He asked
"Yes." I said as he made his way back to doing what he was doing
